Wednesday, October 18, 2006

religions & whatnots.

i'm gonna yak alot today. about something more.. on the sensitive side. but when i saw th car decal this morning, i just couldn't stop thinking throughout the whole bus ride t school.

"anyone can go to heaven, just be good"

define GOOD please. i donate 10cents & i'm considered good? i follow rules & regulations & i'm considered good?

den do i go to heaven?

somehow i wish i wasn't brought to church, somehow i wish i didnt learn anything at all. be a free thinker.

im taught to think that as long as i accept Christ, i'm saved. yeah, but i dont go t church so? does that mean that i'm not saved?

sometimes i think that going to church is rather scary, the things you hear, the prophecies scares the shit outta me. like revelations, talks about how time will end.

but no one knows when it will come & what will happen. so, we're all living in fear & whatnots. but wait a min, we'll be saved right? so why be scared.

i got no idea, i'm scared.

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i came into class today & started laughing like mad @ the stupid lecturer. her name is THAI GEK CHING & yea, she's oh so great cause half her surname belongs to Thailand.

i'm sure.

i brought DVDs t chiong in class. finish it & bring it back t aunt. lols.

im so tired still :( so conducive t sleep in class :D

got a video of yena & lizhen t put up. but then, im lazy to upload to YOUTUBE. so i shall wait for them to upload :D

NOKIA PHONE IS FROM WHICH COUNTRY?

NOKIA!



xoxo

rachel. :)

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