i've cleared my clothes, hell its alot of clothes. i really have no idea how i'm gonna make up to my mom. i'm really ashamed to see her. sigh..

i've packed part of my room. it doesn't really look like a war zone now. cept for my table. i really gotta start clearing up my bookshelf so that i can clear up my table.

i slept at 5am, woke up at 10am. wtf?! im tired but i just couldn't continue sleeping, i got no idea why. i dont feel like staying at home, dont know how to face my mom but i've got no money t go anywhere either.

i'm gonna be an immortal today.

i'm so warm, i shall go bath. after playing so much at WCP ytd i didnt even bath when i get home, just too lazy & tired.


badabadawalala. i wanna go visit my "condo". sigh.

i'm so disappointed in you. i never wanted things to turn out like this. but i guess, this is what you've asked for. every single time we break up, we'll end up in arguments over nothing. it's weird isnt it?

xoxo.

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i realise i got 191 bux left, not 91.

i apologized to mom. she didnt reply me. i'm damn fucked up & frustrated now. i'm crying and crying. and it's not like tears will mend anything. dont even need to count to 5, tears will start rolling.

the two things that will get my crying like fuck. family & boyfriend.

what kinda shit have i gotten myself into?

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