school :(

it's back to school tomorrow. i'm so not happy about it, but really, i've got no other choice.

sometimes i wonder, is it the environment or me. i really miss my secondary school days minus the "stressful" o lvl days.

i guess the older we get, the bigger the society we step/proceed into. the bigger the burden we've to carry & the stress level is so much higher.

the lies, deceit, and stuffs of the evil society brings me down. up till now, i'm still wondering who can i trust.

i miss my sec sch days la :( where it's just going to school in the morning, crapping with teachers, going for recess, back with a heavy stomach & falling asleep facing the beautiful scenery of HDB buildings. & it's a wonder how i passed my O lvls without.. even studying seriously. everything just went in & came out. nothing stayed inside..

there's nothing much to worry then, not like there's any much more to worry now. but then again, i hate studying for the fact that we've to take exams. that's my biggest fear. i'm not afraid of creepy crawlies, i'm not afraid of gooey yucky stuff, i'm not afraid of dark. but i'm afraid to take exams.

it gives me the creeps that i'll see something, i might not expect. i guess i'm just afraid of unpleasant surprises. & i always do badly in exams i don't know why. why why why :(

sigh, back to the main point..

i just dont wanna go to school tomorrow :( i wonder how it'll be like. I LOVE HOLIDAYS. but it made me fat :( ahh well, i'm just waiting very excitedly for the holidays in another one&half months time. :D that's a 2month holiday!

time t save up abit & maybe go on a holiday :))

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back to todayyyy..

bbq was cancelled:( so it was sumohouse for my long awaited SALMON TERIYAKI :)) & then mount faber! :) & we disturbed all the couples. AS USUALL. & went down t WCP's mac t chill :))

& it's back home after that.

i feel weird :( & hmmm, i wonder how school's gonna be tomorrow. SIGHHHHHH.

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i'm addicted to the song liang shan bo yu zhu li ye. SUPER NICE PLS! okayokay, i'm not a chinese song person. but i'll make an exception :)

MARY J. BLIGE - BE WITHOU YOU is also up up up on my playlist:))
SEXY LOVE - NE YO is also not bad. HAHAHAHA :)
CHRISTINA AGUILERA - HURT i love th vocals :)

alright, time t sleeeeep:) i pray that school will be alright tomorrow. 3hours breakkk. stupid shit! :(

XOXO