in this entry, i'm not pinpointing at anyone. if you/him/her/whoever wanna think that i'm talking about you/him/her/whoever. then by all means, go ahead. that's th reason for the you/him/her/whoever.

there are somethings which i can't do, and there are things which i can do.. & i'll gladly do it if its, within my "powers". but i absolutely cant read minds, cant predict their everyday lives & definitely don't know what anyone/everyone's gonna do. & if i do try to help, please take note that, i am only helping you/him/her/whoever because i can. & there are somethings which i do wanna help out in, but yet i cant. it's not up to me to decide.

does every human being have the tendency of say, making a mountain outta a molehill? & are all human beings, that fickle minded? i hope not, cause if everyone is. the world's gonna go down.

i dont deny being fickle minded, i do change my mind now & then about stuffs. but then again, after changing your mind, before making up your mind. do you/him/her/whoever actually think of the consequences & whether, it's fair? life's never fair. i/you/him/her/whoever knows that.

i've already said, i'm pulling outta this. it's getting way too complicated, way too tiring & troublesome. & it's gonna be heart attack sooner or later. knowing that everytime we meet up something drastic's gonna happen.

& i give up explaining things to you/him/her/whoever. it's wayyyyy too tiring. & please abide by the statements you/him/her/whoever makes.

sometimes i really wonder, are friends not for keeps? why do all this inter-related, complicated & messy things happen to a bunch of good friends of mixed genders?! WHY WHY WHY! or at least, if there are things going on.. why can't things be kept simple? mind boggling.. breathe taking..

but still, i've got no answer for the question.

& i don't think it's true that, platonic friendships cant happen between opposite sex-es. all my good friends are, of the opposite sex.

ahhh, women. girls. always contradicting themselves, always making a moutain outta a molehill, always assuming, always thinking too much, always creating trouble for themselves.

yea baby, i'm proud to be a woman.

thanks for reading this whole chunk of.. nonsense which i wrote in a semi-sane mind:)

XOXO

you/him/her/whoever.