cynical? maybe.

who are the saints. who are the devils. who are the bitches & who are the sluts?

i am the perfect bitch.

one after another, i hop so quickly. feelings change so quickly.

i dont deny. i'm a sucker for people who treats me nice. i dont go for looks. dont go for money. the only thing i go for. is niceness.

all i want is for someone to be nice to me. love me. if that labels me as a devil/bitch/slut. i guess, everyone out there is.

i bet everyone wants someone to love them & be nice to them & to appreciate them for who they are. so are all of them, bitches. sluts.

hurting it might be to listen to all this things.. interesting it WILL be that people are talking & paying attention. attention seeker i might be, but i don't really care. cause when people do start to talk.. they tend to hear only one side of the story. forgiven(:

i doubt it's the first time.

but anyway.

i am the perfect bitch. :) haaaaa. & im honoured la.

& i believe, those who are talking, are no where close to me at all.

i shall give you/him/her/whoever the benefit of doubt. i'm used to it.

in life, there are things.. that are unpredictable & unstoppable.

XOXO