hello hello :))

i have yet to blog today, which is great. i had movies t keep me busy :D Failure to launch & MI3 which i'm still halfway thru. :)

failure to launch is a tad stupid. not supposed to be lovers become real lovers. MI3 is much more interesting, action movie but alil unrealistic.

UID popquiz was alright, scored 11/15. not bad for picking answers randomly :) & the presentation was alright. crapped our way thru with my middle finger up in the air half the time.

BIS was nothing, as good as no lesson. stupid fat ass was droning on & on, and i was enjoying my show very much.

OOP paper sucks t the core. didn't have any tutorials with me at all. so even tho it's open book, it's as good as gone case :))

dear(: came down t school early cause it was abt t rain & his mates were gng back. so the rain stopped :) thank God. went down t jurong t return th disc & we went t suntec/marinasquare & esplanade.

dear(: had his first bowl of o-ah mee sua. & i swear th o-ah stinks. i dont like. didn't go for th motorshow in th end. felt like it was a waste of money going in for that short while. so didnt :) budget budget!

had dinner at lau pat sat. i can eat alot. ordered 3 dishes. stingray, kangkong and xia jiang jijia XIANG ji. LOL but anyway, it was good :) at least th stingray's better then the one on the other side :)

just came backed, passed thumbdrive t esther :D & i made dear(: speak t me in english. fwaaaaa. so cute pls :D i'm evil. :D

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the scar made by alvin's exhaust is gone, so alvin, i wont remember you for life. hahahaha :D

**

i'm going to bath & sleep. it's good to sleep early :D


iloveyou :)

XOXO.

i dropped my phone again, WTF. the phone just flew outta my hands :( i think sometimes i do things too quickly. oh well.

i'm so broke. mom doesn't wanna reimburse me for the UID book. that's 27bux.

i've got tons of things to do but i'm still procrastinating. i'm really not in the mood to study, maybe life's been too high lately. it's always outings & meet-the-bf sessions.

singlehood is better, not that i'm not enjoying, but at least i'm more focused. oh well, cant blame no one else but myself :)

mom knows bout ken. doesn't noe who is he, but noes that i'm attached. must be th constant coincidences of the bike "sound" & my returning of home. oh well.

i dont feel like studying for the UID popquiz. i'm lazy to get the tutorials for tmr's OOP CA. and there's this stupid UID shopping experience thing that we gotta hand up tmr & oh well, the crapping part we can crap thru, but she wants evidence that we've been in th shop. but zillo says she just wants pics of th items. now that's easy :) can just get the pictures from the net.

i really think this sem's GPA is gonna suck real bad. all my work's done substandardly/last minute. i'm really pissed at myself knowing that i'm gonna get this kinda grades cause of my own doing. rachel, wake up pls.

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my coin cup's full. gonna exchange it for cash with my mom. 63bux worth of coins. not bad not bad.

esther, your thumbdrive's with me. when do u wanna collect it back? :)

fazil's a prick. but gotta give him credit for remembering all th questions th old hag asked & we've just gotta crap thru.

i am so bored at home. i've got tons of things to keep me busy, but i am refusing to lift my finger to do anything at all.

im a heartbreaker.

i wanna go visit the new singapore discovery centre :) i'm so kiddy pls. i'm still whining about how rayna & ryan get the stuffs they want. and i've to pay for my own stuffs, and even when i want smthng they wont buy it for me.

ranting wont change anything, just live with it. anyhow rayna's only 7 year old. she's gettin freakin irritating. & i keep on scolding her nowadays. she's whining and whining & it's so irritating. just cause ryan bought her th wrong drink and she gives the stupid face as if th whole world owes her a living. mom&dad still has t pacify her.

if i was me, dad's palm would probably on my face long ago.

bias shit. & they still say they treat us equally.

but nevermind, i wont bother to argue with mom. i know i'll never win her, so why bother.

mom's going into sentosa for th whole day tmr. asked if i wanted t join her after school, she'll send me out. but ohwell, go in for what? no idea where am i going tmr either. i suddenly feel so emo & feel like buryin my face in my blanket.

oh well. thats all for today.

i really got no idea why i feel so fucked up.

XOXO

i wanna go to the motorshow :( & it's ending soon. altho not much attractive models this year, but then again, i'm interested.

not free today, tmr & friday.
sat & sun's family day. HOW TO GO?!

we're having a picnic in class, chocolates, sweets & LAYS CLASSIC. my favourite :D & the stupid dumb shit lecturer's talking to himself.

i'm so sleepy i'm going home to sleep.

havent been out tgt with yena & lizhen this week. feels good t be swingin single. but i guess life's better with someone t vent your anger onshare your stuffs with. :)

i slept thru the half an hour lesson :) now am feelin not so sleepy. free ride homeeee

XOXO.

i'm so dead.. late for school today. heeee :)

got loads of assignments due. so dead pls.

5 OOP practicals - inclusive of this week's.
UID shopping experience crap - presentation tmr.
UID popquiz tomorrow.
OOP CA tmr.

EVERYTHING'S DUE TMR.

all this crappppp. sucks pls!

**

ignore th previous the entry. was abit, crazed last night :D but i'm alright now.


love my dear :) he made me happy :D

alright, i'm gonna watch BUTTERFLY EFFECT 2. :)

&& i'm so dumb that i forgot t bring my adapter. how blur.

hi fazil :)

XOXO.

sometimes i guess it's wrong to meddle with the wrong things, things.. relationships.

i feel like some sigh i dont know. i guess i've gotten both close friends into this shit.

i'm so tired, i just feel like slping. pissed with myself i guess. the last thing someone needs to tell me is "it's not ur fault" cause i know very well, its my fault.

i am going to sleep. i dont know what to do. two words explains it all, fucking guilty.

fuck th UID pop quiz.
fuck th stupid BIS practical.
fuck th stupid OOP practical as well.

seriously, fuck school.
it has become a routine.
fuck you sheng yuan. stop fucking message me and telling me all sorts of ur crap shit, I AM NOT INTERESTED. fuck you.


no one can make me happy now.
my mood is damn bad now, for the past 2 weeks my mood has never hit rock bottom before. but now it has. ah fuck shit.

good day turned bad

fuck it.

i'm gonna stab whoever that appears in front of me.
scold whoever that irritates me.
i just feel like the whole world owes me a living.

_|_

good day mates. (:

fausta tan shld be proud of me man. okay, no link.. but afterall he was th one who taught me english last year no? :D

not bad at all, english not rusty yet. i can still churn out a proper compo/overview. but then again, given this standard to fausta he'll probably give me a big fat C. maybe lecturer's lenient?

english english. ask me write a chinese compo & i'll get a F. lols.

hooked up to step up's soundtrack. not bad..

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anyhow, slacked at holland V's TCC ytd with yena,lizhen, ken & jackson. lizhen left early to have gooood buffet @ hotel intercontinental. & i contaminated her camera cause she left it behind :D

went to look for danny at lengkok bahru. sat there for like so long, so hungry. but nevermind la :D hahaha..

i think it's all fate that things happen. we shouldn't be guilty for the things that happen unintentionally. hor jackson :) i know u'll never read this but whateverrrrr. i just need someone to support my "theory"

we didn't intentionally go by the wrong road & it was even more unintentionally that the stupid damn BMW cut into your lane. so it was necessary to feel guilty at all :) we all know what happen so it's alright..

i've recovered from shock. was still trembling when i got up ken's bike. LOL. picturing me in that scene. i think i'll probably be screaming my ass off. LOL.

went to AV to have dinner, but are we super suay or what lar. 3 times we're there, twice it's close. ROAR. ended up having dinner at the "restaurant" but food's good tho :) had alot alot of vege lar.

no idea why only yena & me's laughing at jackson's stupid stunts. & i realise all three of the guys bring tissue with them. i'm ashamed of myself. LIZHEN, be ashamed of urself also! LOL.

alright, meeting yena later. that kuku nv come t sch again :)

think, where to gooooooo?

XOXO


that big fat A brightened up my day ALOT :))

got the shock/fright of my life just now.. really kia tio. but glad that yea, they're fine :))

im lazy to blog now.. i wanna go lie down on my bed.

so i'll continue tomorrow.

i need to recover from shock. LOL.


uhhhhhhhhhh love you! :)

xoxo

monday bluespains. the usual urinary thingy. but whatever, it's here t stay, so i had better get used t it :)

yena's not in school, but she's coming later. she didn't give me a chance t bomb her phone :( that damn girl off her phone. ROAR.

i'm so bored i've got nothing to do in class :( no more dramas t watch & dad has yet t burn the shows out for me. ROAR.

stupid BIS lecturer is droning on & on. time t start muggin on my own :( how th hell am i gonna cramp 7weeks of info, 4 modules of info into my brain?!

& lizhen's in school cause she wants to blog. haiyo. i have weird friends :X i'm in school cause i want the attendance :D

my phone's been kinda busy lately. usual ken, jackson & yena. pressing the buttons nonstop. my phone bill hahahaha.. i daren't think bout it :D

its freezing, i forgot what i wanted t blog about.. i shall sleep, or edit pictures & create another collage :) oh well oh well oh well..

i miss you :(

my damn blogskin doesn't work well in IE. view using mozilla pls :x HAHAHA!

ohwell :) i shall edit abit here & there laaa. :)

incessant rants of a very. crazy&happy girl :D

XOXO

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my laptop's running out of space. HAHAHA. super loads of junk inside. imagine 34gb of pics, music, movies. SUPER JIALAT.

anybody wants t sponser me an external hdd? :))

i'm going to do something about my desktop so that i can transfer my stuffs over. lappie's gonna lag damn badly. & might consider reformatting my whole lappie. :)

ohwell, im gonna entertain myself over the next two hours with john tucker must die :))

XOXO.

since i'm so bored, & i've got nothing to do.. lets blog abit about my music/band life.

for the past 4 years, band has been my life. it was band day in day out.. talking about band with my dearest band-its. every tuesday & friday afternoons were left for band.. for 4 years, it became a routine & it really felt weird without having t stay back on tuesday & fridays.. especially that O lvl period, it was HORRIBLE.

of course, we always went back for band sneakily.. hahaha.. nobody could stop us. right denise? :)

let's just say, my band life is contradicting, it's so political that everything we do is for the better of our own "careers" & for our own uh.. say portfolios/posts.

i started off as a nobody ( everybody starts from there no? ). played the saxophone ( i insisted on playin th clarinet.. but then on second thoughts. i still love my sexah thang :D ), went into main band cause they needed people.. but i ended up as an alto clarinetist. pretty cool instrument, but then again, not much parts.

i was still closer t my saxophone seniors.. :) cuiyun, sabbie, yiru, zhanhong. & now sabbie is still the same.. as crappy as ever :D

in the end.. i ended up as an oboist. the best exposure someone can get in band life, is playing the oboe. think ducks quacking :D but it was good experience.

i still remember, for 2003's SYF. choice piece was To Challenge The Heavens And Skies Above - Robert W. Smith. dont know whether it was luck or what, we had our SYF in VCH. A good place, but somehow.. we didn't get th results we want.

practices were torturing.. i remember standing at the other end of the basketball court, playing the solo part over and over and over again.. torturing pls. but practice makes perfect..? nothing's perfect!

came back with an COP... politics started. really, i dont know who to hate, or who to thank.

chong was sacked.. Miss Tan came in. i detested her, gave her my rotten attitude & created hell loads of trouble. but i guess i should really thank her? she was patient in her sacarstic way. patient in teaching US. & for the matter of fact, patient with me. i was never close with her.

but the day she made me cry, the day she made me learn, the day she scolded me changed me from then on..

no more attitude given to her, no more troubles. my oboe was stolen, even during her free time, she kept a look out for my oboe. she put me back in saxophone section. back together with who i was once with. denise & samuel.

joel came in, taught us & drilled us for our SYF. we were lucky i guess, to have a personal tutor. he drilled us, both physically & mentally. as usual, rachel ALWAYS gives attitude. & i guess he got most of my shit attitude & worst. i refused t attend sectionals cause i was rather pisesd with him..

but yes, i should thank him for the improvement & skills i have now. he was the one who taught me all those stuffs..

SYF 2005 :)

Band 108, Unity Secondary School. Silver.

two words. fucking happy.

whatever emotions you want, we had it. crying? screaming? smiling like some stupid fool? hugging whoever we saw? jumping like a frog? we had it all.

our hard work paid off. our constant pumpings we had during fall in, our discipline, our music. our late nights in school, our commitment, our passion.

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our first concert, Resonance 1 @ UCC theatre.



i joined the concert rather last minute, but thanks for the chance :) we chiong props, i didnt really do much.. & of course, practices nonstop :)



i know the feeling of having a production sucessfully put up. so behind those faces i saw last night on stage, i knew deep in their heart they were happy & proud. i guess behind every production/concert held, the people we love are proud of us.

the concert was a success.. :) all of us were happy, i guess that's my first & last concert..

**

i guess it's been 6 months since i've been in touch with my beloved sexah thang..



:D

or even, in touch with what's happening in band. ohwell, i've got my informer denise :D more or less updated me with everything that happened all this while.

so i heard, polictics again. politics always kills.

& i guess for this two weeks, i'm gng back to unity. the least i can do as a student of hers, show some respect right? :)

Musicality, Morally.. she taught me alot.

oh well, purpose of this entry? to relive my own memories.

all the best juniors, SYF 2007.. gold? :))

XOXO.

i'm so bored at home :( yawning & yawning. had a big big dinner just now at lau pat sat. had chilli crab, stingray ( bad lousy stingray..), herbal soup, prawn paste chicken, satay :) i think th food sucked, AV's so much better i guess..

my internet connection is scrwd. dunno what's wrong with my router & i've yet t fix my desktop :x i'm so lazyyyyy.. :)

school tomorrow, so boring! i bet nana wont be able t wake up tomorrow. hahaha!

nana, i'm jackson's one & only sister hor. hahaha! i guess his mom dont wanna have another charbokia like me pls. HAHAHA, nana, forget about it! :D

jackson's freaking funny. i hope ken & i didnt cause trouble laaa. hahaha. :D

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missing someone is bad & the best way to NOT miss someone is SLEEEEP. i feel like slping alr la! :(

shall brush my teeth & lie on th bed while waiting.. :) miss you so much!

feels kinda weird nt having my phone ringing every minute.. really bad, i expect my phone bill t be so high it reaches th sky..

fwaaaaaaaaahahaha..

oh whatever, tuesday finish school at 12 :) shall ask th girls if they wanna go in island :) i miss derek, must always remind him how i look like.. freaking forgetful. HAHAHA :D

oh well oh well..

i hate giri random.

**

from tomorrow onwards, i'm going to school EVERYDAY for EVERY LESSON & i will TRY to pay attention. :) loads of projects that i know nuts about.. loads of quizzes that i know nuts about, and worst... alot of THINGS that i know nuts about..

HAHAHA, rachel's dead..

hopefully by starting now, things will change la :)

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

GPA 3.5.. *PRAYS HARDDDDDD..

i'm dreaming alr :D hahahaha!


i love ken,
i love yena,
i love lizhen :D
& my da ge. :)

being too shameless is bad for health.
being too shameless makes people hate you.
crossing the line makes you look desperate & disgusting..

you disgust me.



XOXO

updates for SATURDAY (((:

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woke up so damn late :D 10ish, & dad didnt call grandpa earlier. didnt go for brunch with grandpa in the end.. cause grandpa ate alr.

we went to JP to have brunch & bot polo tees for dad.

went over th grandma hse t sit awhile before going out t meet my dear(:

HOW DUMB PLS, always we wanna go out, it sure rains. okay, i think too much. it's th rainy season now anyway.. but it better rain tdy, else i'll curse & swear!

we took a train down to PS :( was still raining, i didn't get my movie at cathay AGAIN! :( roar! i wanna watch covenant!

we caught Material girls @ PS instead. sighh.. the movie was alright lar! it's a girly movie. brought dear(: to have beef chilli cheese fries @ carls jr before the movie, SO NICE PLS :D

nana, when are we gonna have carls jr again? :D

rushed back t dear(:'s place to get his bike & went t eat at westcoast. rushed down t school to meet nana, SORRY NANA :(

wore nana's jacket, hahaha! makes me look small pls :D but anyhow, went in for the production..

felt that it was kinda bad, slow & boring. the MCs were bad.. & rather lame. alright, it's all cold humour.

the pieces were so-so. lack of energy & a very high.. bitchy attitude in all the pieces. especially the looks on all their faces. i mean, yeaps it's hiphop, its attitude.. but the looks were too harsh. didn't really like it.

our asses were hurting like mad! walked over th 56's toilet.. lazy t queue in th convention centre la! but anyhow, waited for lz before gng for supper..

went to gombak for supper! went by th xiao gui lin road again, damn fun, but super scary.. am so afraid i'll fly off, but i know i wont lar. dear(:'s riding is safe. ahha! shared a plate of duck rice with dear(:, nice food! :D

& my kor cheated me pls. i msged him t ask if he was joining us, but he said no. and he was outside -.-" & he waited for quite long lar. somemore he's injured. HAIYO. feel so bad..

but anyhow, dad&mom came t pick me, which is good lar. dear(: can go back early t rest.. was really super tired, didnt bath and slept :X

******

slept all th way to this morn.. 11+ :D dad woke me up for lunch, else i guess i'll still be sleeping. :D
gonna bring grandpa out for dinner later. dad suggested lau pat sat.. stingray! :D && dear(: ate stingray that day. shall bring him for bbq-ed ones soon :D

alrightt.. i shall continue watching my drama.

mom made a big fuss just now cause i was talking abt changing my phone again. fuckin' sick in th brain! hate it so damn much pls. i got 200bux voucher what, it's alright what. it's my cash, my money. OH WHATEVERRRRRR.

i dont wanna argue :) drama drama drama!

XOXO.

:)

popped over t yena's sec school t pass her friend a calculator. people watched again :D as usual la! rachel ALWAYS people-watch. hahaha, people do watch me too what. & worst, i was a fashion disastor today. jackson even say i look like aunty. so bad meh?!?

but anyhow :D

decided t slack at vivo's coffeebean, super NUA pls. felt like dozing off alr :( dear was supposed t come pick me up, but started raining. damn sian, couldn't rush back in time for dinner either. so dear took A BUS down t meet us :D

& yena felt like a lightbulb so she called my KOR down. hahaha! i sound like some sick twit. but anyhow, yena called jackson down :) & haiya, he took damn long t come down.. thought he couldn't find us but something else happen la..

yena, dont feel bad pls! :) even jackson says its alright.. not your fault ya! :) i say th wrong thing alr. :( dui bu qi.

but the ultimate jackson dance pose came out & made yena smile. not bad eh! :))

stupid jackson, so freaking dangerous pls. not gonna let anyone ride when it's raining or when th rain just stopped. the wound was horrible lar. haiyoooo. take care of urself pls. although you wont read this :)

walked around & FINALLY got zayra's present. hahaha, damn weird. esp with jackson limping behind. i'm still grossed outttttttt.

dear took a bus back with me :) and took a bus back home. should've taken a train, forgot that he gt motion sickness. SEE LA! ride too much bike alr :D

it's good t take a slow ride home at times :)

tomorrow's NRA production. ALL TH BEST LIZHEN, XIAOTIAN & VIVIEN :D jiayou huh! :D dont kanchiong kanchiong. wahhaha! :D

going out with dear tmr againnn. been seeing him quite a number of times this week. :D happy girl (:

alright, i'm so sleepy..

gonna chat a lil & then sleep! :)

XOXO

loveyaaaaaaaa.

hongkong drama's keepin me busy :) i seldom blog now.. & im not listening in class also. that's bad la.. but ohwell :)

gonna meet ken for lunch with lz, yena & alv. :)

step up was a disappointment, wasn't as good as i thought it would be.. i think i expected something better then take the lead, take the lead & honey are still better.. so much better.

story line's so plain, could guess what happens. it's only the moves & music that's kinda catchy.

rode in the rain ytd, so freaking cool, but so freaking coldddd. all yena's fault :P hahaha! she insisted on ridinggg. roar! but it was fun :D not much funny stuffs happened ytd. was really tired & just feel asleep when i reached home. didnt want to bath, but still.. went t bath. :D hahaha!

oh well :) yeapyeap!

i guess i was rather childish in th past :( yeap, everybody tells me th same thing.. but the thing is i didn't listen t them. now my dear's tellin me th same thing.. hrmmm :)

sorry kervin. i was damn childish. haha.

where shall we go after lunch? hmmm..

ohwell :D

XOXO.

second entry of the day. & the shang hai ren's song is playing on my itunes. :) not bad huh.. that's what boredom does to people & shawn is still listening to it despite it being so lame. HAHA!

trapt - echo is damn freaking nice :)

i completed all my dvds that i brought. :( & yena's enjoying everything & even lizhen's addicted to it.. i'm a bad influence :)

i come to school for the sake of attendance, signed my name & the rest is FREE TIME! :D i think i'm sucha bad girl :(

going t cathay to watch STEP UP :D happy girl la! saboed yena :)) make my DA GE t go with her, hahahaha :D mission accomplished! :D

my phone's battery is running lowwwwww.. & there's nothing much to do :D edited some photos. pretty pretty! :D

i'm thinkin of changin my blog skin again. hrmmm. but it's tough workkk :D

alright, photos time! :D








XOXO

rain pls stop, i still wanna go out :( STEP UP AR.

fazil sucks big time.

got loads of pictures :) post tomorrow.

i love ken :DD so happy togetherrrrrr.

i'm so sleepy :) going t sleep soon.

this IS bliss.

xoxo

i'm so bored :( i'm tearing..

had mee sua for lunch again. :) & it's BIS, and we didnt noe that we're supposed to do the stupid AFD chart.. we lied, using fazil's name cause that mf is nt here. HAHAHA, we said the file is in his lappie & we dont have backup copy.

super bad but haiya :(( bo bian you know? :D

dvds are so nice t watch! forensic heros. very interesting la.. :)

gonna have dinner with ken later. wahha! :)

oh well.

xoxo



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freaking paiseh pls.. ken im gonna kill you ahhhhhhhhhhh.

SO PAISEHHHH.

his whole family is at home, freaking paiseh la.

oh man.. nevermind, i shall indulge in my show & pretend that i know nothing & nothing is happening..

yea whatever.


ROAR.
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sigh. got the fright of my life this morning.. pls dont make me worry. :(

sometimes i wonder, isit really God's intervention? this time, i guess it is. & i hope it'll always be this way. dont wanna lose you, so you better ride carefully. else i wont let you ride. :)

so freakin hungry.. 45 more mins t break :( sighhh..

deciding where to go & what to have for lunch is bad..

anyhow, i just come for the sake of attendance. watching my dvds! :) SO NICE PLS.

anyhow.

XOXOXOXO

Dear RACHEL SOW YUN HAN,

Please be informed that your attendance level is about to fall below 85% should you be absent one more time from the following module/class:

Module: IS COM/ 1COMT
Description: COMMUNICATION TOOLKIT

Please note that if your attendance falls below 80%, you could potentially be debarred from examinations for this module.

Thank you.

This email is a system generated email. Please do not reply.

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hAHAHAHAHAHAH good morning world :)

nice start to my day! :D hope that letter doesn't come in. :) email will do laaaa. dont wish my parents to know about my frequent absence from school. :D fwaaa!

yena also gonna receive it alr la :D hahahaha. really nice start to my day, but i dont really care..

i'm coughing badly now :( with phlegm. i hate having this kinda cough, i dont mind having dry coughs.

BLAHHH.. i'm gonna suffer badly.. & i really dont know what's the cause of it. couldn't be the lime magarita right? hrmmmmms.

my own playing for unfaithful - rihanna's playing NONSTOP on my itunes. repeat mode :D hahahaha. after listening t it so many times, it still doesn't feel right. the notes are too detached, pedal doesn't work also. hrmmm.. :)

oh well, gotta go get ready for school. i've got DVDs t watch in class today! :) so i wont be bored i guess.


loveya.

xoxoxoxo.

i think i've made up more or less for my loss of sleep :) had afternoon naps on both days. :) i still need to recover alot alot of sleep. but, coming home everyday for afternoon naps is utter blisssss.

i've mastered half of unfaithful - rihanna :) i'm so proud of myself :) but th second half is utter crap! cant make out what the person's playing.. so it's kinda tough. BUT BUT BUT, still proud of maself :)

hahahahaha! gonna sleep early tonight i guess :D continued editing photos just now, nothing better to do ma :) so bored at home la. sleepy and all..

guess i gotta settle dinner myself tmr. :) dad's out, mom & siblings gonna head over t grandma's house. i'll be at home. so yuppp :D lizhen has dance & i guess yena's gonna be super shag..

gotta head t bed early :) so sleepy la! pictures time :D







loveyaaa.

xoxoxoxoxoxo.

am still coughin like mad.
fuckin' strained eyes.
lousy cutlet lunch @ np alumni.
good double fudge mocha ice blend that's killing my throat now.

super irritating lecturer. explaining every single shit in detail. reading sentence by sentence, slide by slide.

shall edit my photos instead. i hope i get well soon, its nt fun to cough like mad.

xoxo





cough's still there. hahahaha. i'm a sexy & manly lady. oxymorons! :)