it's raining:)) good night's sleep today.

we went down to escape theme park & there were TONS of people. the rides had long queue. :) sat down in burger king with mom & had hersheys sundae pie! :))) my favourite!

i'm surfing youtube, watching ANTM cycle 7 :))))) i love ANTM. haha :D singapore's broadcasting it too slowly :) i've got like so many windows open. each window with each season's vids. all loading slowly! :D don't think i need to sleep tonite:) i love ANTM. really fun to see them backstabbing each other. fwaa! im evil :D i know.

youtube's loading so slowly. roar!

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i wonder how am i gonna divide myself when christmas comes :(

there's th slackers party i dont wish to go cause of church people, don't feel like seeing them, but on the other hand. i really miss them alot :(

then there's nana&zhen.

then there's the boyf :(

i'm gonna divide myself into three parts. head, torso & legs. hahahaha! :D

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alot of unexpected things do happen. & what nana say is true. there are pros & cons to having a boyf within th same clique.

when things are good& happy. the whole clique goes out tgt, laugh & smile.
when things are not good& NOT happy. the whole clique turns cold & nasty.

sigh. i've decided t stop blaming myself for all those shit that happened within our clique. hor mag? :)

now i choose to believe it's XX's fault instead of mine. XX's the one who changed so quickly. XX's the one who started her nonsense.

and really, XX you being fake, is too obvious. we all know that you're faking things. :) stop tryin to be innocent. you fail. really.

so now i got no idea what's gonna happen within the clique & the coming party.. but i think i shld show some form of respect as a friend t turn up at least for a short while. :)

i love my friends. and i dont wish to see them hurt or even angry.

:)

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i think i'm going for supper with them.

XOXO.