i should change the blog title to the incessant rants of a very angry girl.

i guess i dont really have much privacy now to blog, but really. i got nothing else to do..

we're waiting for yena to up & try her luck to hand in the BIS assignment, me & lizhen? we gave up totally.. it's really superly chim & i wasn't in the best of moods. things always have to happen when i'm busy or when i'm super tensed up. & no, i'm not gonna say sorry this time, it's not even my damn fault.

i'm sick of taking the blame for every single shit that goes wrong. really, sometimes i think u're freakin childish. u're blaming me for everything. even for something that's your fault BUT you drag the whole matter around and blame it on me..

nobody asked you to bother about my irregular attendance, or that i'm always skipping school. what i say still stands, you're the last one who can talk to me about academic matters. it does not only apply to me. ask yourself, next time your child always skips school. what rights do you have to scold him/her? you dont have any rights at all. even tho u're the dad.

one sentence, you last time also always skip school until kenna dismiss. & there goes all ur status.

so now, dont even start lecturing or trying to be concerned about what i do in school or my attendance. i really dont need that. at least i know my own limits. i know when i am supposed to go to school.

but anyhow, THANKS for your concern, i really appreciated it alot.

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sometimes it really takes such small matters to make me wake up from the dreaming i've always been living in. just like the breakup, it's because of a small matter that i decided to take such a big step. had i not done that, i would still be living in that life, in that life that i'm always giving in to you.

i changed for you, did you change for me? you said that i'm changing now even tho you didnt ask me to. now i'm of nobody to you, so does it matter who or what i change to ?

you should know what kinda person i am. i'm someone who bear grudges. it's not like you dont know. up till now, i'm still bearing the grudge against your good friend.. it has already been 2 years going 3 years. you dont wanna end up in that state do you?

you're just building up your own death in me. you're just building up the hatred in me.. you do want me to hate you like anything dont you?

i've dedicated yet another post for you.. be honoured.

the fact that i'll still get pissed is because i still care. but soon, i dont think i'll even bother anymore.

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BIS lecturer's being a bitch. a fucking fat ass bitch.

i am really starting to detest coming to school.

i spoke too early. lecturers this sem SUCKS.

classmates changed quite abit. i wont hide the fact that some of them have become brainless fools. it's pissing us off quite abit.

& please. you want the seat so much? open your fucking mouth la. we'll gladly CHANGE OUR SEATS. don't have to stoop down to such low levels of taking our seats during break time right? freakin dumb pls.

childish & immature. how old alr?!

this sem is fucking scrwd up. blahhhhh. i've got no patience anymore. no patience to listen to all the crap shit coming from you people.

& IS? fuck that too. lecturer's nice to call me up & tell me what to do. & she mentioned smthng abt nisha will call you & tell you bout the outline..

HELLO, i see her in class. i dont even need her to waste money using the phone to call me.. am i supposed to go & ask her?

hell yea, maybe i should.

for the first time, rachel is saying that she HATES school.

the weather is freaking nice to snoooooze in. but no, i dont know why i cant get to sleep.. whatever. i'm boiling hot, freaking pissed & i dunno la..

yena's biggest enemIES now are GUYS GUYS GUYS & GUYS. apparently all the guys happen to piss her off today..

i feel the same way too. i also dont know what to feel now? i'm always put in a spot, gotta think how t reply a msg.. haha.. ok.. how how how? kennnnnnnn how to replyy. lol!

the joan virus. always haha.. me. what am i supposed to reply?!?! talking about joan, i havent seen her for ages la. i wonder hows her tongue doing :D

& jessica alba's figure is to die for.. :)


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