I'm using aunt's comp now. am a lil not used to it cause i haven't typed on a keyboard for the longest time! oh well :)
there's no connection t steal here. am thinking of going down t macs, but alone..? nah.. i see 7-11, i think of my bacardi that i've yet t drink! BOOOO. stupid 7-11 at prata shop dont have bacardi. HAHAHA, i sound like some sick alcoholic. :D hahahaha oh well man! :)
i nidda do stuff. i need my laptop, but THERE'S NO INTERNET CONNECTION.
& sick yena's drinking WITH HER MOM! how great is that? lol. i also want lar! :( but my mom not as hip as her pls.
i think i'm going down to macs. i doubt i'll have time to do COMT quiz tomorrow, so i better TRY to finish it today. maybe i can get some bacardi? :DDD
i feel so damn bad. i was washing my jeans just now - 8 fucking pieces! & granny was standing outside the toilet.. WATCHING MEEE. i think in the end she cannot tahan.. she helped my wringe dry my clothes. HAHAHA. super funny pls! i feel bad lar!
oh well.. i shall go take a dump :D
i'm not gonna see yena tomorrow! HOW CAN LAAAA. :D
xoxo.
Monday, October 23, 2006
i think i caused conflict between ling zair & daddy.
daddy dun wanna pay for my airfare & ling zair thinks that he's so selfish. as usual la! & no one's gonna go over with grandpa.. so ling zair has decided not to talk to dad.
oh man! :( how can right? i've got so much to update ling zair about.. about the argument i had with mom. but i guess she wont stand on my side either. my bad :(
i miss lilian so much lar! i guess she's getting older now.. & lilian's first birthday is coming in 3 days! :D weeee! so fast ):
i wished i had the cash to go over to sydney.
donate to the rachel's fund please! :D den i'll be a happy girl.
i know nuts about the OOP thing that's happening now. living in my own, dreaming my own dreaming. laughing nonstop at the screen & chattin with lizhen & ken. HAHA.
super funny pls.
3 silly girls. laughing at the screen :) man, this IS bliss.
xoxo.
daddy dun wanna pay for my airfare & ling zair thinks that he's so selfish. as usual la! & no one's gonna go over with grandpa.. so ling zair has decided not to talk to dad.
oh man! :( how can right? i've got so much to update ling zair about.. about the argument i had with mom. but i guess she wont stand on my side either. my bad :(
i miss lilian so much lar! i guess she's getting older now.. & lilian's first birthday is coming in 3 days! :D weeee! so fast ):
i wished i had the cash to go over to sydney.
donate to the rachel's fund please! :D den i'll be a happy girl.
i know nuts about the OOP thing that's happening now. living in my own, dreaming my own dreaming. laughing nonstop at the screen & chattin with lizhen & ken. HAHA.
super funny pls.
3 silly girls. laughing at the screen :) man, this IS bliss.
xoxo.
good morning world :)
good start to the day :) hearing yena's sleepy voice is definitely an incentive :D laughed like mad! & her early morning happiness made me laugh like mad also. no wonder someone took so long to reply me! & she refusedddd to tell me anything last night.
yena you suck! :D
BIS really sucks, especially the lecturer. he pronounces bracket as blacket. pronounces dispatch goods as dispat good. super irritating. & we came in at 915, and he said please be punctual. lol. what the hell lar!
my eyes are hurting damn badly :( & lesson's are up till 4 today. WO BU YAO. >:(
i'm amazed at the amount of food i can eat.. & dont eat. sometimes i really eat damn alot, sometimes i eat nothing at all. wahah! weird. :D
& my mom's ridiculous! she msged me this morning "R u going out with someone? if u r, make sure u take it slowly. dont be hurt again"
R I D I C U L O U S !
nobody wants me mommy :(
yena's riding on cloud 9 cause of horseyyy. & lizhen's smiling again. which is goood! :)
me? i've decided to forget that anything even happened. :) the past week's like.. some kinda drama. now, drama's ending :)
oh well..
NFS HERE I COMEEEE :)
xoxo
rachel
good start to the day :) hearing yena's sleepy voice is definitely an incentive :D laughed like mad! & her early morning happiness made me laugh like mad also. no wonder someone took so long to reply me! & she refusedddd to tell me anything last night.
yena you suck! :D
BIS really sucks, especially the lecturer. he pronounces bracket as blacket. pronounces dispatch goods as dispat good. super irritating. & we came in at 915, and he said please be punctual. lol. what the hell lar!
my eyes are hurting damn badly :( & lesson's are up till 4 today. WO BU YAO. >:(
i'm amazed at the amount of food i can eat.. & dont eat. sometimes i really eat damn alot, sometimes i eat nothing at all. wahah! weird. :D
& my mom's ridiculous! she msged me this morning "R u going out with someone? if u r, make sure u take it slowly. dont be hurt again"
R I D I C U L O U S !
nobody wants me mommy :(
yena's riding on cloud 9 cause of horseyyy. & lizhen's smiling again. which is goood! :)
me? i've decided to forget that anything even happened. :) the past week's like.. some kinda drama. now, drama's ending :)
oh well..
NFS HERE I COMEEEE :)
xoxo
rachel
i'm just done shitting :) FEELS DAMN GOOD! hahahaha.
alright sounds pretty obscence. but whatever! i just feel good. :)
i think the place where i seek solace now is sentosa. on two occassions that i felt like shit, i went in & looked for derek. hahaha. there are no secrets between us man! :D
he treated me t carls jr @ vivo for dinner! :D we drove the big huge van out. it's damn funny to see him struggling with the steering wheel, but when he drives a car.. woooo :D damn nice t sit please :D
dinner was good! too much for me to finish. & was super suay to seengshengyuan. DAMN SUAY PLEASE. yeap, i told derek everythg also. think he really deserves t die.
oh whatever :D
went for supper with derek & yena @ prata shop again! :D derek's damn nice please. hahah! he drove us home even tho he stays on the other side of the island. LOL.
i love derek so much. wahhaha! :D hor yena? :D
&&, i'm allergic to white wine :( i'm having rashes on my back & chest.. wtf please! joseph gave me spritzer ( white wine & 7up ). now it's itching.. not badly, but still i think tolerable?
the most i'll ask for MC tomorrow :D
my eyes are closing.. the moment i lie down on my bed, i'll conk out.. i survived on 5 hours of sleep. school tomorrow. SIANNNN :(
oh well, im a happy girl :) gotta cut down on my outings this coming week & be a good girl! :D
i cant wait t drive! :)
& stupid yena's keeping me in suspense over dunno what! & esther's saying our batch can only drive at th age of 21. sucks pls. hope it's not true :D
xoxo
alright sounds pretty obscence. but whatever! i just feel good. :)
i think the place where i seek solace now is sentosa. on two occassions that i felt like shit, i went in & looked for derek. hahaha. there are no secrets between us man! :D
he treated me t carls jr @ vivo for dinner! :D we drove the big huge van out. it's damn funny to see him struggling with the steering wheel, but when he drives a car.. woooo :D damn nice t sit please :D
dinner was good! too much for me to finish. & was super suay to see
oh whatever :D
went for supper with derek & yena @ prata shop again! :D derek's damn nice please. hahah! he drove us home even tho he stays on the other side of the island. LOL.
i love derek so much. wahhaha! :D hor yena? :D
&&, i'm allergic to white wine :( i'm having rashes on my back & chest.. wtf please! joseph gave me spritzer ( white wine & 7up ). now it's itching.. not badly, but still i think tolerable?
the most i'll ask for MC tomorrow :D
my eyes are closing.. the moment i lie down on my bed, i'll conk out.. i survived on 5 hours of sleep. school tomorrow. SIANNNN :(
oh well, im a happy girl :) gotta cut down on my outings this coming week & be a good girl! :D
i cant wait t drive! :)
& stupid yena's keeping me in suspense over dunno what! & esther's saying our batch can only drive at th age of 21. sucks pls. hope it's not true :D
xoxo
Sunday, October 22, 2006
everything's fine. i didnt cry for nothing :) i cried for forgiveness.
am glad mom's willing to forgive me. maybe this time it's really God's intervention.
yup, i'm lucky mom's going to church. else she would be much.. crazier? :)
& really.. esther.. is so lame. overdose of her kills! she's even lamer the lizhen pls. THEN HOW?! everybody's immune to that already lar!
now it's the stupid LIGHT SAVER monster roaring away. imagine esther doing that.
*rolls on the floor laughing all the wayyyyyyyyy.... till i drop dead.
but thanks esthie :D for offering your house! :) & next time i wanna drink, i'll go to your house hor. just a street away. woooooo.
okay, when im in a good mood :) i think i get super lame also.
a sigh of relieve :)
xoxo
am glad mom's willing to forgive me. maybe this time it's really God's intervention.
yup, i'm lucky mom's going to church. else she would be much.. crazier? :)
& really.. esther.. is so lame. overdose of her kills! she's even lamer the lizhen pls. THEN HOW?! everybody's immune to that already lar!
now it's the stupid LIGHT SAVER monster roaring away. imagine esther doing that.
*rolls on the floor laughing all the wayyyyyyyyy.... till i drop dead.
but thanks esthie :D for offering your house! :) & next time i wanna drink, i'll go to your house hor. just a street away. woooooo.
okay, when im in a good mood :) i think i get super lame also.
a sigh of relieve :)
xoxo
i've cleared my clothes, hell its alot of clothes. i really have no idea how i'm gonna make up to my mom. i'm really ashamed to see her. sigh..
i've packed part of my room. it doesn't really look like a war zone now. cept for my table. i really gotta start clearing up my bookshelf so that i can clear up my table.
i slept at 5am, woke up at 10am. wtf?! im tired but i just couldn't continue sleeping, i got no idea why. i dont feel like staying at home, dont know how to face my mom but i've got no money t go anywhere either.
i'm gonna be an immortal today.
i'm so warm, i shall go bath. after playing so much at WCP ytd i didnt even bath when i get home, just too lazy & tired.
badabadawalala. i wanna go visit my "condo". sigh.
i'm so disappointed in you. i never wanted things to turn out like this. but i guess, this is what you've asked for. every single time we break up, we'll end up in arguments over nothing. it's weird isnt it?
xoxo.
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i realise i got 191 bux left, not 91.
i apologized to mom. she didnt reply me. i'm damn fucked up & frustrated now. i'm crying and crying. and it's not like tears will mend anything. dont even need to count to 5, tears will start rolling.
the two things that will get my crying like fuck. family & boyfriend.
what kinda shit have i gotten myself into?
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i've packed part of my room. it doesn't really look like a war zone now. cept for my table. i really gotta start clearing up my bookshelf so that i can clear up my table.
i slept at 5am, woke up at 10am. wtf?! im tired but i just couldn't continue sleeping, i got no idea why. i dont feel like staying at home, dont know how to face my mom but i've got no money t go anywhere either.
i'm gonna be an immortal today.
i'm so warm, i shall go bath. after playing so much at WCP ytd i didnt even bath when i get home, just too lazy & tired.
badabadawalala. i wanna go visit my "condo". sigh.
i'm so disappointed in you. i never wanted things to turn out like this. but i guess, this is what you've asked for. every single time we break up, we'll end up in arguments over nothing. it's weird isnt it?
xoxo.
[edit]
i realise i got 191 bux left, not 91.
i apologized to mom. she didnt reply me. i'm damn fucked up & frustrated now. i'm crying and crying. and it's not like tears will mend anything. dont even need to count to 5, tears will start rolling.
the two things that will get my crying like fuck. family & boyfriend.
what kinda shit have i gotten myself into?
[/edit]
tonight's events are damn interesting. i dont know where to start.
i know i'm in the wrong, but yet again, why am i throwing such tantrums? i should'nt even let those words outta my mouth no matter how pissed i am. she's afterall my mom right? she has the right to scold me.
i feel damn bad, i broke her heart. i'm just an useless piece of shit.
i believe no one expected me to stay out so late. kinda got my aunt involved. i made everybody worry about me. & the funny thing is, i dont even know if my dad knew i went out. or that, both mom & i went out.
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i'm kinda giddy now. had a bottle of nite orange, no barcadi breezer lime :( SUCKS PLEASE. & lizhen passed off as a 18 year old kid, when she's so much younger then us! HOW CAN LAR!
but nevermind, i feel young :)
had maggi goreng for dinner. :( my bad, i didn't wake up for dinner despite them calling me up. i didnt even know there were people calling me up la!
walked all the way to west coast park, it's not really far. played like mad fools screaming my lungs out on the flying fox thing. yena's a happy girl :) super tired & warm. lied down on the dunno-what-thing. & its damn painful.. but if i can feel pain, means i'm still alive. :) i just stared at the empty space above me. wasn't even in the right mind to think sensibly.
started t feel my face flush when we went to macs. the alcohol took abit long t get my flushed up & dizzy. started to feel damn warm lar :( drank some water & yea.. i'm cool. but crap never stops coming outta my mouth.
we decided t spin arnd orchard. hahaha, the only thing we see at orchard?! cabs, cabs & MORE CABS. so now we know, when's a good time t take CABS. :) of course, not forgetting the 50% midnight charge. :D
i dont know why i am so happy even tho tomorrow's gonna be a disaster.
but whatever, i came back first. aunt was still msging me at 330am. i feel bad bad bad. & i hope granny doesn't know about this :( else she's gonna be damn disappointed.
i've decided, to apologize & pack my stuffs tomorrow.
that's the least i can do, no?
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another thing i wanna rant about.
i dont care about anything that's happening in YOUR life. i really dont give a damn. one moment, you can say that you broke up with your girlfriend, the other moment? you tell me you broke up AGAIN. & actually.. you went back to ur girlfriend after telling me all those shit that you hate her & stuff.
i'm not fun to play with. & i know nothing good will come out from you. you're just one childish fellow that loves t play with feelings & lying through your teeth.
i think i'm rather smart now that i decided t go back with kervin. nice guys have their bad sides too. you need to get a life & go find yourself a GIRL that will listen to your wimps & wants - not forgetting you whines about your goddamn NS life.
i dont see why people can go serve the country WILLINGLY for only 2 freaking years of your life. if you live to the age of 60, it's only 1/30 of your life. isit that TOUGH? why do you have to grumble so much, like HELL I CAN HELP YOU or even SAVE YOU FROM SERVING?!
& i dont see why you've got the cheek to even call me now & ask me where am i, or what i'm doing. i really dont see a need to report to you. i'm not indebted to you. whatever that happened before, i treat it as nothing has ever happened. because i'm so disgusted by your actions & lies that really, i wont ever give a flying fuck about you anymore.
ng sheng yuan, you can go jump down the god damn building, i bet no one will give a damn at all.
and another thing? i didnt leave you hanging AT ALL.
esther is right, fucking NS guys are all desperate guys. it's proven - thats the majority. :) ricky is not. LOL!
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so i've said my piece :) flared up & now, shall forgive & forget. i think i'm blind. :)
thanks nana & lizhen for th company & erh, usual rantings & crap.
thanks alvin, for th ride.
good morning world :)
xoxo
i know i'm in the wrong, but yet again, why am i throwing such tantrums? i should'nt even let those words outta my mouth no matter how pissed i am. she's afterall my mom right? she has the right to scold me.
i feel damn bad, i broke her heart. i'm just an useless piece of shit.
i believe no one expected me to stay out so late. kinda got my aunt involved. i made everybody worry about me. & the funny thing is, i dont even know if my dad knew i went out. or that, both mom & i went out.
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i'm kinda giddy now. had a bottle of nite orange, no barcadi breezer lime :( SUCKS PLEASE. & lizhen passed off as a 18 year old kid, when she's so much younger then us! HOW CAN LAR!
but nevermind, i feel young :)
had maggi goreng for dinner. :( my bad, i didn't wake up for dinner despite them calling me up. i didnt even know there were people calling me up la!
walked all the way to west coast park, it's not really far. played like mad fools screaming my lungs out on the flying fox thing. yena's a happy girl :) super tired & warm. lied down on the dunno-what-thing. & its damn painful.. but if i can feel pain, means i'm still alive. :) i just stared at the empty space above me. wasn't even in the right mind to think sensibly.
started t feel my face flush when we went to macs. the alcohol took abit long t get my flushed up & dizzy. started to feel damn warm lar :( drank some water & yea.. i'm cool. but crap never stops coming outta my mouth.
we decided t spin arnd orchard. hahaha, the only thing we see at orchard?! cabs, cabs & MORE CABS. so now we know, when's a good time t take CABS. :) of course, not forgetting the 50% midnight charge. :D
i dont know why i am so happy even tho tomorrow's gonna be a disaster.
but whatever, i came back first. aunt was still msging me at 330am. i feel bad bad bad. & i hope granny doesn't know about this :( else she's gonna be damn disappointed.
i've decided, to apologize & pack my stuffs tomorrow.
that's the least i can do, no?
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another thing i wanna rant about.
i dont care about anything that's happening in YOUR life. i really dont give a damn. one moment, you can say that you broke up with your girlfriend, the other moment? you tell me you broke up AGAIN. & actually.. you went back to ur girlfriend after telling me all those shit that you hate her & stuff.
i'm not fun to play with. & i know nothing good will come out from you. you're just one childish fellow that loves t play with feelings & lying through your teeth.
i think i'm rather smart now that i decided t go back with kervin. nice guys have their bad sides too. you need to get a life & go find yourself a GIRL that will listen to your wimps & wants - not forgetting you whines about your goddamn NS life.
i dont see why people can go serve the country WILLINGLY for only 2 freaking years of your life. if you live to the age of 60, it's only 1/30 of your life. isit that TOUGH? why do you have to grumble so much, like HELL I CAN HELP YOU or even SAVE YOU FROM SERVING?!
& i dont see why you've got the cheek to even call me now & ask me where am i, or what i'm doing. i really dont see a need to report to you. i'm not indebted to you. whatever that happened before, i treat it as nothing has ever happened. because i'm so disgusted by your actions & lies that really, i wont ever give a flying fuck about you anymore.
ng sheng yuan, you can go jump down the god damn building, i bet no one will give a damn at all.
and another thing? i didnt leave you hanging AT ALL.
esther is right, fucking NS guys are all desperate guys. it's proven - thats the majority. :) ricky is not. LOL!
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so i've said my piece :) flared up & now, shall forgive & forget. i think i'm blind. :)
thanks nana & lizhen for th company & erh, usual rantings & crap.
thanks alvin, for th ride.
good morning world :)
xoxo
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i swear i'll cut down on my profanities soon.
quarreled with my mom. and the words fuck cheebye accidently flew out.
uhhuh.. i swear too much.
mom left the house. i was angry. but now i'm worried. i dont know where she went. & i hope she'll be back.
im gng out also. i'm super pissed & worried.
gng t drink with yena & lizhen.
oh whatever. i'll come home, a drunk lady.
rachel, you suck. seriously suck. you nidda get a life & not go on.. like this. what the hell are you thinking?! she's your mom.
ugh. im in deep shit.
lol. i hate liars please. liars shld die. so much for saying i really like you. bla bla bla. i broke up with her.. blablabla.. den now, you tell me u broke up with her again?
HAHAHA. you shld go & die la. wanna be fake? i can be fake, i can lie too.
eh waitamin, means i was being cheated. LOL. hell to you man
rachel is dumb.
i'm talking nonsense.
xoxo
quarreled with my mom. and the words fuck cheebye accidently flew out.
uhhuh.. i swear too much.
mom left the house. i was angry. but now i'm worried. i dont know where she went. & i hope she'll be back.
im gng out also. i'm super pissed & worried.
gng t drink with yena & lizhen.
oh whatever. i'll come home, a drunk lady.
rachel, you suck. seriously suck. you nidda get a life & not go on.. like this. what the hell are you thinking?! she's your mom.
ugh. im in deep shit.
lol. i hate liars please. liars shld die. so much for saying i really like you. bla bla bla. i broke up with her.. blablabla.. den now, you tell me u broke up with her again?
HAHAHA. you shld go & die la. wanna be fake? i can be fake, i can lie too.
eh waitamin, means i was being cheated. LOL. hell to you man
rachel is dumb.
i'm talking nonsense.
xoxo
i'm super budget now. in total, i've already withdrawn 120bux within 2 days. oh well, i hope i can survive thru la! left 200bux, after deducting my hpbill, i'm left with 90 bux. 90 bux for 9 days. still alright i guess. - i swear my mom's damn irritating. i dont know what she wants please. but i dont give a damn la. i'm so damn pissed. im gonna blow soon. i'm gonna scream at her soon. i'm gonna throw things at her soon. i'm gonna.. gonna..
leave the damn house & have my dinner.
& if she continues ranting nonstop, the more i wont pack my room. i know its in a fucking hugeeee mess. it's like stepping into.. a war zone? lol. i've got things all around me.
but the thing is, my room will NEVER look neat. i've got too much things in my room! i've got a HUGE BIG L shape table, a bunk bed, a bookshelf, a smaller table ( my sis's supposedly work table ) & a fan.
my room's HUGE, but then with all this things inside, my room looks pathetically small, with only.. like a small square of free space.
i dont think its messy, it's just cluttered, lol any difference? my table alone has a 17" LCD moniter & a keyboard. on the left side is my laptop. right side is the TV & jukebox.
if i take out every other thing, only will i have space to WRITE. lol. now? i dont even have space to write. it's just the normal wallet/hp/earpiece/battery/school papers/books on the table.
& i share my cupboard with my sis, and i swear its messy & i've got no place t hang up my worn once clothes. so i'll hang it on my bedside la & mom complains its messy. but do i have a choice?! i cant hang it behind the door, there'll be wayyyyyyy too much clothes, the door will be swingin' cause it can stay open.
so yup, i think my room's cluttered not messy. :]
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so, today...
went to bugis to have seoul garden, super full & now i'm still so damn thirsty la. didnt get drinks & yea, still dehydrated.
i ate lotsa hotdogs :D that's the easiest t cook & eat.. no? it's so fattening la :( i'm eating so much now..
walked arnd bugis village, so freaking warm & i was super sleepy despite waking up only at 11 :D dad went to simlim t get DVDs :( i've got to dump the idea of getting an external HDD. dad says one cost at least a 100bux. hahahaha, what a joke :( i'm gonna wait till later then. for this month, i've got no money t spend anymore :) just enough t cover my meals :)
came back home & went t nap.. all the way till 8 :D i just woke up. i think i sleep too much, i wanna sleep somemore! lol. so i only ate lunch today. LOL. no one woke me up for dinner. how great eh.
it's either i eat alot during weekends, or dont eat at all. lol, weird :)
ohwells.. some pics from long time ago :) i realised my recent pics are all missing! :( i dont know which folder did it go to :D yes, my laptop is as disorganised as my room. :D

overload of stupid faces. i love this man :D

go to the 6th floor of cathay, this is what you WONT see. taken 14july. :D

my skill not bad leh :D

sunset is super beautiful :) i love.

ehem ehem, hahaha! joke of the day. caught on camera uhhhh.. :D lizhen having affair. LOL

i dont know what to comment.

yena's toes. VS

my toes :D mine longer leh! LOL
ohwhatever. i shall go play some NFS. and looking at the state my room is in, i'm also lazy to pack. whatever.
good evening world.
xoxo.
leave the damn house & have my dinner.
& if she continues ranting nonstop, the more i wont pack my room. i know its in a fucking hugeeee mess. it's like stepping into.. a war zone? lol. i've got things all around me.
but the thing is, my room will NEVER look neat. i've got too much things in my room! i've got a HUGE BIG L shape table, a bunk bed, a bookshelf, a smaller table ( my sis's supposedly work table ) & a fan.
my room's HUGE, but then with all this things inside, my room looks pathetically small, with only.. like a small square of free space.
i dont think its messy, it's just cluttered, lol any difference? my table alone has a 17" LCD moniter & a keyboard. on the left side is my laptop. right side is the TV & jukebox.
if i take out every other thing, only will i have space to WRITE. lol. now? i dont even have space to write. it's just the normal wallet/hp/earpiece/battery/school papers/books on the table.
& i share my cupboard with my sis, and i swear its messy & i've got no place t hang up my worn once clothes. so i'll hang it on my bedside la & mom complains its messy. but do i have a choice?! i cant hang it behind the door, there'll be wayyyyyyy too much clothes, the door will be swingin' cause it can stay open.
so yup, i think my room's cluttered not messy. :]
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so, today...
went to bugis to have seoul garden, super full & now i'm still so damn thirsty la. didnt get drinks & yea, still dehydrated.
i ate lotsa hotdogs :D that's the easiest t cook & eat.. no? it's so fattening la :( i'm eating so much now..
walked arnd bugis village, so freaking warm & i was super sleepy despite waking up only at 11 :D dad went to simlim t get DVDs :( i've got to dump the idea of getting an external HDD. dad says one cost at least a 100bux. hahahaha, what a joke :( i'm gonna wait till later then. for this month, i've got no money t spend anymore :) just enough t cover my meals :)
came back home & went t nap.. all the way till 8 :D i just woke up. i think i sleep too much, i wanna sleep somemore! lol. so i only ate lunch today. LOL. no one woke me up for dinner. how great eh.
it's either i eat alot during weekends, or dont eat at all. lol, weird :)
ohwells.. some pics from long time ago :) i realised my recent pics are all missing! :( i dont know which folder did it go to :D yes, my laptop is as disorganised as my room. :D

overload of stupid faces. i love this man :D

go to the 6th floor of cathay, this is what you WONT see. taken 14july. :D

my skill not bad leh :D

sunset is super beautiful :) i love.

ehem ehem, hahaha! joke of the day. caught on camera uhhhh.. :D lizhen having affair. LOL

i dont know what to comment.

yena's toes. VS

my toes :D mine longer leh! LOL
ohwhatever. i shall go play some NFS. and looking at the state my room is in, i'm also lazy to pack. whatever.
good evening world.
xoxo.
thursday, i went to bugis.
friday, i went to bugis.
today, i'm going to bugis again.
what a joke pls. why am i always gng to bugis?!
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i had a damn good sleep :D & had a dream.. but its a dream so, kinda disappointed & i know it wont happen :)
mom & i are still on cold war. rayna's the messenger! :D
i'm thinking of getting another line.. instead of paying so much to singtel. i rather pay for two lines & get say, 1.5k msges? & i can change my phone also :) but it's a 2 freaking year contract. LOL. i don't even know whether i'll need to use the line for 2 years.
but at the moment, my bill is still tramautizing ( sp?! ) me. :(
-
when i meet God. i would like to ask him.
1. why is my life so screwed up?
2. why do guys eat so much but nv get fat? what kinda gene did he put inside them & not us?!
3. why the hell did he even create me?
-
the definite song on my playlist nowadays is fergie & teriyaki boyz. i dont know whats wrong with me la! i'd rather say goodbye to those soppy songs.
so i'm over the emo-punk, rock & metal, sentimental phase. now it's r&b. it's forever there. i wonder why.
this is a rather senseless & random post, & if you're reading this sentence.. means u've read thru all my crap.
good afternoon world.
xoxo
friday, i went to bugis.
today, i'm going to bugis again.
what a joke pls. why am i always gng to bugis?!
-
i had a damn good sleep :D & had a dream.. but its a dream so, kinda disappointed & i know it wont happen :)
mom & i are still on cold war. rayna's the messenger! :D
i'm thinking of getting another line.. instead of paying so much to singtel. i rather pay for two lines & get say, 1.5k msges? & i can change my phone also :) but it's a 2 freaking year contract. LOL. i don't even know whether i'll need to use the line for 2 years.
but at the moment, my bill is still tramautizing ( sp?! ) me. :(
-
when i meet God. i would like to ask him.
1. why is my life so screwed up?
2. why do guys eat so much but nv get fat? what kinda gene did he put inside them & not us?!
3. why the hell did he even create me?
-
the definite song on my playlist nowadays is fergie & teriyaki boyz. i dont know whats wrong with me la! i'd rather say goodbye to those soppy songs.
so i'm over the emo-punk, rock & metal, sentimental phase. now it's r&b. it's forever there. i wonder why.
this is a rather senseless & random post, & if you're reading this sentence.. means u've read thru all my crap.
good afternoon world.
xoxo
im practically drained out. & i've proven myself yet again with the TP's :) TP's just lovee me & yeap, i can be part of the TP team one day. fwaha. i'm talking nonsense at 12 in the morning :) i just got home.
i dont give a shit what's gonna come to me tomorrow. you want it this way, i'll give it to you this way. i can stay away from home for as long as possible, come back t see you sleeping & wake up late in the morning. i dont care la!
apparently, you also dont care much eh :) oh whatever! had enough.
-
so after MC & yena decided t go to geylang, i took a bus back to NP with zhen before changing a bus t clementi.
went t meet ken & jackson for dinner. super late dinner, was rather hungry until.. i didnt feel like eating. :) ate hokkien mee.. hrm, long time since i had that, but then again, i had too much in th past la.
going back to that hawker reminds me of the days where we have lunch during lunch breaks & rushing back to tanglin for practices. OH WELL.. long gone are those days.
went back to teban with them, wanted t wash bike but apparently, waited for like an hour or so, but still didn't manage to wash. they're pigs & water buckets pls. they are either eating or drinking.
& i'm a rich beggar! :) cause i dont cut my hair & save up the money. & there's a new brand.. made for beggars. adidez. LOL. super funny pls. so, sick people can be funny too eh.
went down to prata shop to meet up with yena, MC & lizhen. i just sat & entertained & crap. i'm super tired from all the laughing most of the time at nothing.
i guess that's what i do, to hide myself :)
the friendship between yena, lizhen & i will stand, nothing will come in between us. :) friends first :D i'll let go & get rid of whatever shit that's gonna harm th friendship. LALALA.
i'm going to bed & the last destination of the day? my gooood ol bedddd & hopefully sweet dreams.
good morning world
xoxo
i dont give a shit what's gonna come to me tomorrow. you want it this way, i'll give it to you this way. i can stay away from home for as long as possible, come back t see you sleeping & wake up late in the morning. i dont care la!
apparently, you also dont care much eh :) oh whatever! had enough.
-
so after MC & yena decided t go to geylang, i took a bus back to NP with zhen before changing a bus t clementi.
went t meet ken & jackson for dinner. super late dinner, was rather hungry until.. i didnt feel like eating. :) ate hokkien mee.. hrm, long time since i had that, but then again, i had too much in th past la.
going back to that hawker reminds me of the days where we have lunch during lunch breaks & rushing back to tanglin for practices. OH WELL.. long gone are those days.
went back to teban with them, wanted t wash bike but apparently, waited for like an hour or so, but still didn't manage to wash. they're pigs & water buckets pls. they are either eating or drinking.
& i'm a rich beggar! :) cause i dont cut my hair & save up the money. & there's a new brand.. made for beggars. adidez. LOL. super funny pls. so, sick people can be funny too eh.
went down to prata shop to meet up with yena, MC & lizhen. i just sat & entertained & crap. i'm super tired from all the laughing most of the time at nothing.
i guess that's what i do, to hide myself :)
the friendship between yena, lizhen & i will stand, nothing will come in between us. :) friends first :D i'll let go & get rid of whatever shit that's gonna harm th friendship. LALALA.
i'm going to bed & the last destination of the day? my gooood ol bedddd & hopefully sweet dreams.
good morning world
xoxo
Friday, October 20, 2006
I HATE YOU.
i'm so pissed already & i fucking hate all this shit happening.
please stop fooling around i'll really appreciate it. i dont mind being happy but if it comes with a price, i dont need that shit.
yena's a mutha fucker! AHHHH!! she made me pose for shit! LOL.
meichan's place is GEYLANG. HAHAHAHA :p
spent money again, & i've yet to pay my hp bill. OH MANNN.. bot a pair of denims :) 18bux. HAHAHA yena & meichan are like aunties bargaining like siao please. :D i love them.
saw mailina & ricky also :D me is happy girl. :) just trying to hide behind a facade. :)
i think i've already mastered the skill of reading the meaning behind lines, i'm good. thanks for the training.
im so bored, i can fall asleep now. @ mc cafe's chair. :)
xoxo.
i'm so pissed already & i fucking hate all this shit happening.
please stop fooling around i'll really appreciate it. i dont mind being happy but if it comes with a price, i dont need that shit.
yena's a mutha fucker! AHHHH!! she made me pose for shit! LOL.
meichan's place is GEYLANG. HAHAHAHA :p
spent money again, & i've yet to pay my hp bill. OH MANNN.. bot a pair of denims :) 18bux. HAHAHA yena & meichan are like aunties bargaining like siao please. :D i love them.
saw mailina & ricky also :D me is happy girl. :) just trying to hide behind a facade. :)
i think i've already mastered the skill of reading the meaning behind lines, i'm good. thanks for the training.
im so bored, i can fall asleep now. @ mc cafe's chair. :)
xoxo.
i'm sitting at the basement of cathay now. just shared a bowl of meesua together with yena, when there's yena, there's food! :)
cabbed from school to gekpoh to return the DVDs :) and then cabbed to town. pretty cheap la! like 20bux shared within 4 people. :D
had LJS for lunch! super shiok please :D damn fuulll. and when i'm full i feel like sleeping :) walked from far east to heeren and felt so tired. feels like we trekked from school to town. walked to two shops & sat down at spinelli to rest.
we're old.
& i dun wanna meet derek already la! so long please. say what go li ming sun kenna accident there to eat like i know where?!
oh man. i feel like sleeping. :( i'm gonna start playing NFS again! :DD & i found alot alot alot of stupid photos from our previous outings. and i got no idea how come every single person who walks pass will stare at us. why huh?! isit very funny to see 7 kiddos playing with the laptop. LOL!
oh well.
NFS MOST WANTED.
xoxo.
cabbed from school to gekpoh to return the DVDs :) and then cabbed to town. pretty cheap la! like 20bux shared within 4 people. :D
had LJS for lunch! super shiok please :D damn fuulll. and when i'm full i feel like sleeping :) walked from far east to heeren and felt so tired. feels like we trekked from school to town. walked to two shops & sat down at spinelli to rest.
we're old.
& i dun wanna meet derek already la! so long please. say what go li ming sun kenna accident there to eat like i know where?!
oh man. i feel like sleeping. :( i'm gonna start playing NFS again! :DD & i found alot alot alot of stupid photos from our previous outings. and i got no idea how come every single person who walks pass will stare at us. why huh?! isit very funny to see 7 kiddos playing with the laptop. LOL!
oh well.
NFS MOST WANTED.
xoxo.

credits to fazil :D

credits to ME!
HOTTEST GOSSIP IN CLASS :)
i believe all of us will give shawn our blessings.
right yena & lizhen? :)
THATS FOR MAKING US FRET OVER NOTHING!
kenna punk`d by them, i made a big hoo ha. & everybody's laughing at me. SHAWN YOU SUCK.
we're in the same group as the good ol ninja turtle. :) i feel so fucking relieveeee..
thats for you shawn, beautiful picture eh? i spend 15mins of OOP lesson editing that okay. :) APPRECIATE PLEASE.
since you love her so much to use her to punk us.. that's ur retribution :D
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we're thinkin of skipping NF :D hahaha! they wanna go shopping spreee :( but i'm so freaking broke.
my handphone bill came up to a whoooooooping 110bux with 1905 messages. WTTTF. heart almost dropped out when i saw the bill. THIS SUCKS MAN.
fazil's reading again, wtf! go & die zillo.
alright, it's freaking cold in class. :D
oh man, im so lazy t write the program. it's like writing what i wrote last sem la! so troublesome & boring. so i wont write anymore :D
the only person who can lift me high & drop me down. why am i always getting this kinda fucking shit?! i hate it so damn much please. i'm not living in my own world, i know what's happening outside & it's not fun to play around with girls who are damn good friends. we know everything excuse me. blahh. & i thot i was happy. but i guess im not.
alright.. till then.
xoxo
Thursday, October 19, 2006
whatever bad start of the day i had is being well justified :)
I'M A HAPPY GIRL. HAHAHAHA! :D
decided t go into island to look for derek & skybar people :D
had lunch @ harbour & walked in circles in harbour & vivo with alvin before going in.
sat at skybar for a good 2 hours talking crap with zayra & joseph. really feels different sitting there. especially when i see the new girl working @ the kiosk, i feel like telling her "i'll do it." hahaha! perfectionist thinking. she's just.. i kan bu shuang. :D
went down to store & talked abit with derek before leaving. so funny, kenna pangseh by ah boon. den he gotta do pushcart. HAHA! so funny.
went out of island to meet alvin, went to bugis. super hungry pls. went to V8 to have dinner. hahahaha, as usual - sirloin steak :D now i'm smarter, no more well done. medium please :D
walked around & stuff. got my polo tees from giordano. :D SUPER HAPPY LAAA. wanted to get the long sleeve top.. but it looks big even tho it's S. yeayeayea, rachel in S sounds weird. hahaha.
& stupid twit poses started coming up. laughed like mad, felt like dying there & then. super funny please! can't believe.. so old already still so childish hahahahaha.
so afterall, not bad a day. :)
i'm going to sleep with a hugeeeeeee
:)
on my face! :D
tomorrow school, sigh! :( gotta head down to jurong to pass stuffs t my granny. OH WELL.. :)
i spend 60bucks today. im penniless :D
14bux on food, 30bux on my polos, 10bux on hair dye not mine. hahaha 6 bux on lunch & entry t sentosa ( SUCKS LAR!! )
broke. :D
& i'm comforted that i'm not as heavy as i think i am. HAHAHA. but then again, i eat too much lately. i shld be cutting down instead of eating more.
IM TIRED. i shall go sleep :))))))
xoxo.
rachel :D
PS.
good luck for tomorrow's BTT :) hope you're well well prepared huh! end in mind? drive the damn car! :D jiayou. (((:
I'M A HAPPY GIRL. HAHAHAHA! :D
decided t go into island to look for derek & skybar people :D
had lunch @ harbour & walked in circles in harbour & vivo with alvin before going in.
sat at skybar for a good 2 hours talking crap with zayra & joseph. really feels different sitting there. especially when i see the new girl working @ the kiosk, i feel like telling her "i'll do it." hahaha! perfectionist thinking. she's just.. i kan bu shuang. :D
went down to store & talked abit with derek before leaving. so funny, kenna pangseh by ah boon. den he gotta do pushcart. HAHA! so funny.
went out of island to meet alvin, went to bugis. super hungry pls. went to V8 to have dinner. hahahaha, as usual - sirloin steak :D now i'm smarter, no more well done. medium please :D
walked around & stuff. got my polo tees from giordano. :D SUPER HAPPY LAAA. wanted to get the long sleeve top.. but it looks big even tho it's S. yeayeayea, rachel in S sounds weird. hahaha.
& stupid twit poses started coming up. laughed like mad, felt like dying there & then. super funny please! can't believe.. so old already still so childish hahahahaha.
so afterall, not bad a day. :)
i'm going to sleep with a hugeeeeeee
:)
on my face! :D
tomorrow school, sigh! :( gotta head down to jurong to pass stuffs t my granny. OH WELL.. :)
i spend 60bucks today. im penniless :D
14bux on food, 30bux on my polos, 10bux on hair dye not mine. hahaha 6 bux on lunch & entry t sentosa ( SUCKS LAR!! )
broke. :D
& i'm comforted that i'm not as heavy as i think i am. HAHAHA. but then again, i eat too much lately. i shld be cutting down instead of eating more.
IM TIRED. i shall go sleep :))))))
xoxo.
rachel :D
PS.
good luck for tomorrow's BTT :) hope you're well well prepared huh! end in mind? drive the damn car! :D jiayou. (((:
[edit]
i fucking regret not going to school now. THANKS SO MUCH.
i think every thursday im gonna skip school. or for that matter of fact, every lesson UID lesson. how suay can we be :( grouping today. & same group as that TWIT. i swear yena's gonna jump down the building if she knows. LOL. yena, :) we're in the same group as pinky.
i hope nobody's laughing at us.
I HATE IT
im going into island to COMPLAIN to derek.
BYEBYE.
[/edit]
i'm so damn pissed & i'm super hungry.
hungry woman = angry woman. & its proven.
& i hate my mom for being so unreasonable. it's not like it's my damn fault that the disc is making & she made a big hoo ha blaming MY ROOM & the MESS in my room. like hello? i didn't even take that stupid disc. i didnt even watch that disc lar! how the hell could it be in my room.
fine, she scolded me, dragged my dad in - whining about her sad her life is again. MINE'S EVEN WORST PLEASE. and start her crap.
& in the end whatever happen? the stupid missing disc is in her room's DVD PLAYER. her room is so freaking neat but still cant find the disc right?
so i've proven that MESSY ROOM doesnt even MATTER whether things can be found anot.
fuck, i'm crying. so fucking pissed with my mom.
i hate people being unreasonable & scolding me for things that i didn't even do. & i still have to do them favours in the end.
i need to go out. im fucking pissed now & i dont wanna stay in this house. ARGH.
& she even has the guts to go complain to my aunt. FINE, i'll complain to my grandma. FUCK IT.
i feel cold war coming up, but i dont give a shit. it's not my freaking fault.
i fucking regret not going to school now. THANKS SO MUCH.
i think every thursday im gonna skip school. or for that matter of fact, every lesson UID lesson. how suay can we be :( grouping today. & same group as that TWIT. i swear yena's gonna jump down the building if she knows. LOL. yena, :) we're in the same group as pinky.
i hope nobody's laughing at us.
I HATE IT
im going into island to COMPLAIN to derek.
BYEBYE.
[/edit]
i'm so damn pissed & i'm super hungry.
hungry woman = angry woman. & its proven.
& i hate my mom for being so unreasonable. it's not like it's my damn fault that the disc is making & she made a big hoo ha blaming MY ROOM & the MESS in my room. like hello? i didn't even take that stupid disc. i didnt even watch that disc lar! how the hell could it be in my room.
fine, she scolded me, dragged my dad in - whining about her sad her life is again. MINE'S EVEN WORST PLEASE. and start her crap.
& in the end whatever happen? the stupid missing disc is in her room's DVD PLAYER. her room is so freaking neat but still cant find the disc right?
so i've proven that MESSY ROOM doesnt even MATTER whether things can be found anot.
fuck, i'm crying. so fucking pissed with my mom.
i hate people being unreasonable & scolding me for things that i didn't even do. & i still have to do them favours in the end.
i need to go out. im fucking pissed now & i dont wanna stay in this house. ARGH.
& she even has the guts to go complain to my aunt. FINE, i'll complain to my grandma. FUCK IT.
i feel cold war coming up, but i dont give a shit. it's not my freaking fault.
MORNINGGGGGGGGG LADIES. :D
i woke up so damn early & im not going to school.
all thanks to yena la! i msged her. went to bath & everything. LEFT HSE ALR den she reply.
i trotted home happily :D hahaha!
so the class will be damn quiettttttt today :)
oh whatever! im gng back t sleep. lalalala.
anybody wants to go out? rachie's freeee! lol
xoxo
i woke up so damn early & im not going to school.
all thanks to yena la! i msged her. went to bath & everything. LEFT HSE ALR den she reply.
i trotted home happily :D hahaha!
so the class will be damn quiettttttt today :)
oh whatever! im gng back t sleep. lalalala.
anybody wants to go out? rachie's freeee! lol
xoxo
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
things i need to do badly. REAL BADLY.
1. do some spring cleaning on my lappie. it's getting toooo slow & uh, too many shit stuffs! need to reorganise my photos/musics/movies & school related files.
2. i need a external HDD. hope dad goes shopping with my this sat for it, else i'll go down myself & stupidly buy one that i cant use.
3. i need to get my desktop working AGAIN. somehow it came alive & dieded again. pretty useless course i'm in, cant even do things related to what i'm studying. OH CRAP.
4. PACK MY DAMN ROOM again. my room never stays neat for more then 2 weeks :D
5. i need clothes! this sucks.
6. i need to save up for my trip which i might not be going
7. i need to finish up my da vinci code. i took 5 days t read last year, but 1 year later.. i'm taking more then 2 weeks.
8.
i cant think of anything else. so many things to do. but i'm sleepy. feeling headachey. :( OH MAN. NFS addiction is starting again! :D
had a good dinner, was starving! rushed home to find NOBODY at home till around 7 -.-" what the crap! now i feel like sleeping.
school definitely drains more energy out of me then working.
& i'm so glad that school ends at 3 tomorrow :D OOP lecturer is cancelling tomorrow's class cause he thinks he can put it with the friday morning's class. I DONT MIND :) can leave school early! so why not :D
& if the two girls are gng to town, i might go & get a ride home from my mom! :D pay's coming in tonight!
tomorrow's lessons sucks big time please! UID & BIS. i feel like skipping school tomorrow :D why isit that thursday lessons always suck big time? last sem's thurs lessons were horrible as well.
i
feel
like
skipping
school
tomorrow.
TO SLEEP. :) rachel, you shouldn't even try to harbour such thoughts!
uhhuh. oh well :( i wanna bath & conk out alr! :D
we shall see tomorrow.. whether i feel like gng t school. :D
xoxo
rachel :]
1. do some spring cleaning on my lappie. it's getting toooo slow & uh, too many shit stuffs! need to reorganise my photos/musics/movies & school related files.
2. i need a external HDD. hope dad goes shopping with my this sat for it, else i'll go down myself & stupidly buy one that i cant use.
3. i need to get my desktop working AGAIN. somehow it came alive & dieded again. pretty useless course i'm in, cant even do things related to what i'm studying. OH CRAP.
4. PACK MY DAMN ROOM again. my room never stays neat for more then 2 weeks :D
5. i need clothes! this sucks.
6. i need to save up for my trip which i might not be going
7. i need to finish up my da vinci code. i took 5 days t read last year, but 1 year later.. i'm taking more then 2 weeks.
8.
i cant think of anything else. so many things to do. but i'm sleepy. feeling headachey. :( OH MAN. NFS addiction is starting again! :D
had a good dinner, was starving! rushed home to find NOBODY at home till around 7 -.-" what the crap! now i feel like sleeping.
school definitely drains more energy out of me then working.
& i'm so glad that school ends at 3 tomorrow :D OOP lecturer is cancelling tomorrow's class cause he thinks he can put it with the friday morning's class. I DONT MIND :) can leave school early! so why not :D
& if the two girls are gng to town, i might go & get a ride home from my mom! :D pay's coming in tonight!
tomorrow's lessons sucks big time please! UID & BIS. i feel like skipping school tomorrow :D why isit that thursday lessons always suck big time? last sem's thurs lessons were horrible as well.
i
feel
like
skipping
school
tomorrow.
TO SLEEP. :) rachel, you shouldn't even try to harbour such thoughts!
uhhuh. oh well :( i wanna bath & conk out alr! :D
we shall see tomorrow.. whether i feel like gng t school. :D
xoxo
rachel :]
LAUGHING OUT LOUD
perfect example. YENA!
she watched john tucker & laughed out loud TWICE in front of the lecturer. SUPER FUNNY PLS.
im hungry again :( the stupid chicken rice from canteen 2 sucked pretty much! not nice t eat :( shld've eaten western.
waitamin, why am i so hungry nowadays? bad mood = hungry woman. LOL.
im craving for lotus soup & ginger chicken from soup restaurant. anybody? :D
&& i've been watching drama for the past dunno how long alr! 3 hours i guess.
stupid fazil always runs for smoke break & comes back SMELLY & everything. i refuse to let him sit beside me. HAHAHA :D
stupid lecturer is biting his pinky -.-"
xoxo
perfect example. YENA!
she watched john tucker & laughed out loud TWICE in front of the lecturer. SUPER FUNNY PLS.
im hungry again :( the stupid chicken rice from canteen 2 sucked pretty much! not nice t eat :( shld've eaten western.
waitamin, why am i so hungry nowadays? bad mood = hungry woman. LOL.
im craving for lotus soup & ginger chicken from soup restaurant. anybody? :D
&& i've been watching drama for the past dunno how long alr! 3 hours i guess.
stupid fazil always runs for smoke break & comes back SMELLY & everything. i refuse to let him sit beside me. HAHAHA :D
stupid lecturer is biting his pinky -.-"
xoxo
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