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thankyou for your unwavering support *Sniggers*

personal favourites:)

i've got nothing to do:( boyf's in town.. so i started surfing youtube. hahaha.

Punk Rock 101 \m/


my humps - fergie is hot.


fergalicious


Liang shan bo yu zhu li ye thanks jackson.. i do listen t chinese songs okay.


I still believe i DO listen t chinese songs:)


hahahaha. thats about all i guess.

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meeting the boyf tomorrow, miss him, miss xiao lan. he owes me vanilla latte! :) gonna see the BMW art collection outside VCH.

gotta go to the bank as well:)

i shall sleep early, & expect TONS of photos tomorrow! :))))

love you baby.

XOXO

boyf):

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the bike's alright alr:) boyf's friends fixed it for him. hahaha.

XIAO LAN!:) i wanna sit XIAO LAN. hehehehe.

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the boyf's bike chain broke.. sigh:(

plans for tomorrow spoilt.. poor him)): there goes my shopping spree)): & i dont have cash to help him either.

i feel bad. what's with us nowadays? hahaha, jackson buang, boyf's bike chain broke..

ROAR.

only thing i can do now is, postpone my shopping spree..

love ya dear! :) i'm alright eating at macs also leh:))

LOVE YOU!

BMW ART SHOW TOMORROW. hahahaha

XOXO

Phantom of the opera

I WANT TO GO!

23rd march - 29april
Esplanade..
student tix goes for 50bux
HAHAHAHAHA.

i want i want i want!

Andrew Lloyd Webber's THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA - the musical already seen by more than 80 million people throughout the world will open at the Esplanade Theatre on 23 March 2007 for a strictly limited season.

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA is the heart-wrenching story of the mysterious "Angel of Music" who lives beneath the Paris Opera House. The hideously disfigured Phantom falls in love with the young singer Christine, devoting himself to creating a new opera star while exercising a reign of terror over the Opera House's occupants.

With 130 cast, crew and orchestra members, spectacular sets and more than 230 costumes, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA contains some of Andrew Lloyd Webber's most famous and stirring music, including "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Music of the Night".

I WANT LA.

so dead, borrow mom's 6610phone to my friend.. now dad needs it. hahahaha

w t f

XOXO

home alone.

it sucks to be home alone, having free time when the boyf's stuck at school with lessons that he can't miss:(

tried my best to sleep in, and the latest i went was only 11. :( now i've got nothing to do, no drive to study. this is bad, i hate study weeks cause its home alone, with no motivation and nothing to do..

i've 2400bux richer, but the moneys not mine, how sad:( supposed to change new notes for my mom. shall go tomorrow:)

& some bloody joker probably trying to entertain himself at work, added me on MSN, said we met on friendster ( i've been off friendster for a long long long time) searched his email, no, not my friend.. 27 years old, and claims that he wants to be friends. apart from people i usually meet and see, i rarely have 27year old friends, much lest an online friend..

& he started inflitrating me with his life philosphies, which i have no interest in.

the blood silicon's giving off its "smell" again. blah fucking headache.

i seriously miss the boyf, today's the third day alr:(

i wanna go out, but i've got no cash, i wanna walk over to BPP & get my vanilla latte, but i've got no cash..

all i can do is sit at home, watch dvds & eat maggi mee.. maybe alil studying, and nap at 2 :)

BLAH

XOXO

boyf i miss you.

harley..

DAVIDSON! :)

with the boyf on it. he looks so cute la :D

i know he's cute :D he looks so mini on it la.. hahaha :)

LOVE YA DEAR!

XOXO

speechless.

PS : girlies, study session this week? :)))

i came into this page half an hour ago, stared at it..

& closed the page.

i've pretty much lost the blogging "essence", hopping from one server to another server. now, i really don't know where to settle down.

this has been my domain since godknowswhen. yah well, i can still redirect the page, but it doesn't feel the same..

& lazy people, i know you all don't like to click on the "READ MORE" links, or click to comment.. so, blogger's best with a tagboard.

livejournal looks yummy cause my blog's gonna look damn neat with the "READ MORE" link, friends only, and private post function.

wordpress's only good for the password protect post:(

TELL ME HOW? actually i'm just itchy handed.

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things change, as time passes.

think i'm more into the boyf now as time passes. things he do, things he tries to do just makes me happy & feel love, of course, love him more as well:)

the boyf's so nice, was really mad at my mom ytd & he tried to make me happy. now he owes me 20 happy meals :)))) but but but, decided that 20 happy meals = 80 bux, so he's gonna give me the money to shop! & buy my tops. HAHAHA. && no flowers for vday, but he's getting me tops tops & more tops! :D

i'm a happy girl:)

the boyf's being so nice to me, but i'm broke to the bones and can get him nothing:(( wait till i work baby! i'm gonna get you smthng:)

for now, i love you! :)

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the best way to lose weight, fall outta love & get aneroxic! hahahaha:)

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i'm craving for starbucks's vanilla latte :( i've been ranting to the boyf the whole day. hahahaha:) & i need a haircut! but i dont know whether to cut it short, trim it or what lar!

shall think again:))

alright, nuff said.

murphys law : anything can go wrong, will go wrong. :))

LOVE THE BOYF!

XOXO

silicon..

the smell of silicon stinks please. it's poisonous i reckon? & cause of that, i'm having a massive headache. i hate the smell la!

bad start of the day:(

the boyf's at the gym. am so bored la! watching hong kong drama again, some lawyer show. not bad:)

short entry:) i feel like zhng-ing my blog. HAHAHA, but can't find nice blog skins.

anyway, i decided to remove the linkage to my "new" blog, & revamp this blog. and the URL shall stay. & i guess, both places will have different content:) if you've access t the other blog then, good for you. :))

if not, then this will entertain you la..

i miss the boyf! (:

XOXO

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war world going on in the house.

first, stupid brother dropped the stupid ezlink card in the train track. what's with him and train tracks?!

secondly, dad started shouting at mom for, buying expensive clothes for rayna.. but with quality. i really dunno whats th biggy.

shrugs, i dunno lar! it's a bad day.

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shopping turned bad

shopping was good. cleared half my wishlist.

got my tapered jeans, aladdin pants looks pretty :) two tshirts from hanabana.

still short of tops for chinese new year:( but ahhh, i wanna get the mango top. spag with lace. shall see how la. i've got no cash, gotta borrow from the boyf & claim it back from my mom.

v8 dinner was good. i always eat the same thing, sirloin steak with black pepper sauce & erh, the steak's raw.. -_-

love the granny:)

got scolded for crapshit trival stuffs. wasted my time, breath & energy screaming at my mom & vice versa for a good 1 hour in the car. i'm amazed at how we can argue. but whatever, life's like this.

thanks yena, for that blooooody hard slap you gave me. it hurts la! :)

XOXO

generation gaps.

hahahaha, yeah. generation gaps? age gaps between the siblings are a decade. i wonder how life will be in the future.

shrugs, who knows. the boy's turning from bad to worst esp in secondary school. and the lil girl? growing up, wiser & definitely not as cry baby as ever..

ahhhh well..

shall see as time goes by eh? i really don't know what would become of the SOW family. haaa..

yeah well.

XOXO

test test test..

test test test :D

bitches always stay bitches.

:)

old photos.. & stuffs.

school is interesting:) minus the naggy lecturers & well, assignments/deadlines. & it's been a long time since we had lunch with the mates.

& so today, it was lunch @ canteen 2 with shawn, ryan, kengtheng, benji, bala, zil & lizhen. :) good lunch. talking & laughing.. cracking racist jokes abt bala & laughing at jackson _|_ _|_ _|_.

& we've got a few kueh lapis in our midst today. hahaha. i swear the mates are damn good at making bala the butt of our jokes. & benji suggested that we can join The Arena, all of us on one side & bala alone.. on the other. tsktsk, & bala's only weapon.. joey. wrong thing to say, cause lizhen & i started acting like her. squealing & talking like ultimate. bimbos. :D

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back to class & i was bored. :((( so i edited photos hi yena:)) old photos, but worth editing :D & i think i've got pretty much to yak about in this entryy. i got cheated.

anyway, photos first:) yak later. :D

beautiful sunset:) / before & after. :D
same picture, but photoshop does the works:)




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alright, back to stuff:) just got back my OOP paper. it's a pathetic D. i expected it :( network folder is empty, time to chuck some work inside for show.

OOP - D ( assignment coming up:( but anyway..)
UID - C+ ( i think )

School is good, minus the stupid assignments. sucks big time to get so frustrated & end up, achieving nothing. HOW GREATT :)

tsk, this is the life of a student. andrew i know you're reading. but anyway... just accept how a student does his/her work..

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Disclaimer : whatever that i'm writing.. from here onwards is not pinpointing at anyone. i'm gonna just use you/him/her/whoever. so, think what you wanna think, guess what you wanna guess, assume whatever you wanna assume:)

like i've said many times, there's is nothing to hide within any of us. things will be known.. sooner or later. there's nothing to lie about & please, i prefer to know things from you/him/her/whoever. instead of hearing it from a third party & end up knowing that.. someone told a lie or said something to cover up.

everyone knows who you're after. we're all good friends & i treat you as one as well. isit that hard to just say "A's sick, where can i get medicine for whatever?" instead of saying "i'm in pain. i need medicine. alright cya, bye." & the nxt day.. i know that it wasn't you in pain, but A.

for the matter of fact that i trust you as a friend, i wont mind you telling me things, cause i treat you as a good friend.. but in the end, you just don't trust us & you don't dare to tell us facts. but end up, weaving stories.. to cover up.

i rather someone tell me something truthfully then find out about it, myself. doesn't it cause my trouble?

sometimes, i really wonder all those times that i've spent talking to you & everything. do you actually understand it? or did i waste my time?

all i expect as a friend are truths & not trying to hide things.

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it's back to school :( i think we're gonna finish early.. & it's back to taking the bus home. i'm so not used to it.. but anyway:) boyf's busy.

&&, i've got school tomorrow:( this sucks. zhen&nana don't have school tomorrow. ROARRR. & yet, i'm still not done with my COMT, gotta finish up tonight:(

presentations, i hate.

XOXO

PS : latest eye candy. valentino rossssi. hahahaha! the way he bikes is just.. wooo. hot. :D i'm watching his clips on youtube. i'm mad :D valentinoooo! :)

cynical? maybe.

who are the saints. who are the devils. who are the bitches & who are the sluts?

i am the perfect bitch.

one after another, i hop so quickly. feelings change so quickly.

i dont deny. i'm a sucker for people who treats me nice. i dont go for looks. dont go for money. the only thing i go for. is niceness.

all i want is for someone to be nice to me. love me. if that labels me as a devil/bitch/slut. i guess, everyone out there is.

i bet everyone wants someone to love them & be nice to them & to appreciate them for who they are. so are all of them, bitches. sluts.

hurting it might be to listen to all this things.. interesting it WILL be that people are talking & paying attention. attention seeker i might be, but i don't really care. cause when people do start to talk.. they tend to hear only one side of the story. forgiven(:

i doubt it's the first time.

but anyway.

i am the perfect bitch. :) haaaaa. & im honoured la.

& i believe, those who are talking, are no where close to me at all.

i shall give you/him/her/whoever the benefit of doubt. i'm used to it.

in life, there are things.. that are unpredictable & unstoppable.

XOXO

earthquake? router?

hahahaha, i'm super dumb. i just ctrl A & backspaced everything. whatever.

but anyway, my internet connection is sooooo unstable :( i doubt it's the earthquake.. so i guess it's my router eh?

but whatever, i'm going back to school tomorrow anyway:) i spend more time in school then at home:)

jon just called me to look for my bro. hahahaha. how cool pls! :) band prac toms.. shall i go down? but we end school at 4:( oh well.

i envy my bro :( sec 1 only, 4th day of school only. band practice! tsktsk. i also want lehhh. but i went in.. no strings attached. :) bro went in, with strings attached.

but anywayyy. that's another thing. hopefully band will keep him busy & mixing with the correct people laa.

i'm hungry now :( ate yong tau foo just now, but then.. it was so little :( i shall say no to temptations. HAHAHA. i shall not eat so much, maybe that'll help me save up so money. HOR ESTHER :D

anyway, i think there's 4/8 chalet.. who's going? :)


erhhhhhhhhhhhhh..


i suddenly feel that i lost my goal in life.. suddenly feel that there's nothing worth working towards. how i miss my band life. at least there was something to look forward, no doubt tiring & at times stressful.. but it was my joy&passion? yea, maybe.

now? all i look forward to is sleeping & lazing at home. :D


school tomorrow:( time to start on my projects. start on my IAC & COMT, which i've got only a week or so. nana& zhen don't have school on tuesday. BUT I HAVE. so unfair:( i hate it!

nevermindddddd.. i'm done yakking:) time to yak with jonas. it's been a long long time since i talked to him. HAHAHA. maple mates. HOW CHILDISH.

XOXOXO

Mary J. Blige - be without you's a hit eh? :)) nice soothing music with meaningful words with a touch of.. hiphop:)

but anyway. it's church this morning :( i didn't wanna wake up, but i had no choice. sighhh. it was alright, as usual. half the time i was dozing away in a very uncomfortable position with my muscles aching, for no reason :(

came home for lunch:) dad cooked spaghetti & we're gonna have spaghetti for dinner, today & tmr i guess:)

everything in my room/house is falling apart:( the window grilled just fell off cause th wind was so strong.. the handle on my cupboard came off.. i hate it.

i'm so bored. school is boring :( weekends are boring :( life's so mundane now. not forgetting all the proj deadlines & everything..

ohwell, i dun wanna think. i shall sleep:)

projs? last minute..

XOXO

money..

good or bad?

money = evil & most probably, the downfall of everyone.. in one way or another.

i've been stressing over the issue of money for the past two months. actually, nothing much but the stupid handphone bill kills me everymonth. not forgetting that this month, i'm still awaiting my starhub bill. which i guess, will hit the least, 50. & yea, i've only got 7bux left in my account.

rachel. is. dead. meat.

moneymoneymoney! which human being doesn't need money? everybody needs money to survive. for average folks like us.. it's still not enough. but whatever we have now, might be considered alot to people in need..

we just can't get enough can we?

at the age of 17. i'm already thinking of big bucks & i'm still wondering. how can people of th same age, shop in all the high end shops? esther.. tell me how how how!

i wish i can wake up everymorning.. in a mountain of 50dollarnotes. but, nope.. i can't even do that in my dreams.

& for this month. i'm officially broke. :)

not even a cent extra. this shall teach me, not to spend even though i have extra cash :(

i shall go dream of cash/money now.. :)

XOXOXOXOXO

$.$

ehhhehehehehe:) i've gotten lagunabeach, meet th barkers & the hills from nana alr :) dramaamamamama!

tsktsk, i've got so many dramas t watch:) live ones also! :D

today.. sigh, didnt swim, didnt gym, didnt nap! :( & now i'm being attacked by this stupid damn headache. feels like a 30tonne hammer pounding. sighh.

underworld is showing now. but i don't get the show.. evolution is nice:)

went t vivo, settled the merging of lines & billing address. like finally.. & i guess the car rocked/swayed pretty much with mom's & my voice. screaming at each other as usual.

dinner was at food republic. levi's having sales, but nothing nice :(

ahhhhh.

my headache's killin me..

goodnight world.

XOXO

muddleheaded-ness

it's a laze home saturday againn. parents have no plans & i'm itching to go swim. but whatever, we'll prolly end up somewhere else. so, i shall not suggest going anywhere:)

i'm soooo muddleheaded. ling zair is back in sg, & on thursday, she msged me if i had gotten a bible for grandpa. well, i did & passed it t him alr. & after replying that msg, i didn't check my phone ( oh well, it's my old number.. & nobody calls me/sms-es me at the number anymore ) until today. which is a good horrifying two days later. & she asked will i be home tonight..

apparently, i was home :( but i guess she's back in aussie alr. OMGG :( wasted wasted wasted! i would very much like to see my beloved niece :( how muddle head-ed can i get :(

im hungry :( & i finally know when's the stupid IAC assignment due. week 14, which is 16th jan. same goes for COMT.

that's one week for me to finish up everything from scratch. i guess, last minute work does work wonders minus the stress level.

im itching to swim :( & i need to lose some weight. it's so cloudy todayy, the skies are so freaking nice..

i'm yakking nonstop again.

XOXO

in this entry, i'm not pinpointing at anyone. if you/him/her/whoever wanna think that i'm talking about you/him/her/whoever. then by all means, go ahead. that's th reason for the you/him/her/whoever.

there are somethings which i can't do, and there are things which i can do.. & i'll gladly do it if its, within my "powers". but i absolutely cant read minds, cant predict their everyday lives & definitely don't know what anyone/everyone's gonna do. & if i do try to help, please take note that, i am only helping you/him/her/whoever because i can. & there are somethings which i do wanna help out in, but yet i cant. it's not up to me to decide.

does every human being have the tendency of say, making a mountain outta a molehill? & are all human beings, that fickle minded? i hope not, cause if everyone is. the world's gonna go down.

i dont deny being fickle minded, i do change my mind now & then about stuffs. but then again, after changing your mind, before making up your mind. do you/him/her/whoever actually think of the consequences & whether, it's fair? life's never fair. i/you/him/her/whoever knows that.

i've already said, i'm pulling outta this. it's getting way too complicated, way too tiring & troublesome. & it's gonna be heart attack sooner or later. knowing that everytime we meet up something drastic's gonna happen.

& i give up explaining things to you/him/her/whoever. it's wayyyyy too tiring. & please abide by the statements you/him/her/whoever makes.

sometimes i really wonder, are friends not for keeps? why do all this inter-related, complicated & messy things happen to a bunch of good friends of mixed genders?! WHY WHY WHY! or at least, if there are things going on.. why can't things be kept simple? mind boggling.. breathe taking..

but still, i've got no answer for the question.

& i don't think it's true that, platonic friendships cant happen between opposite sex-es. all my good friends are, of the opposite sex.

ahhh, women. girls. always contradicting themselves, always making a moutain outta a molehill, always assuming, always thinking too much, always creating trouble for themselves.

yea baby, i'm proud to be a woman.

thanks for reading this whole chunk of.. nonsense which i wrote in a semi-sane mind:)

XOXO

you/him/her/whoever.